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but maybe I screwed it up again.

The painkiller take to me to sleep,
but the pain finds me in my dreams.
The painkillers aren't killing any pain- ah fuck it.

I really hope that you understand why things turned out the way they did.
i'm sure you do,
but maybe I screwed it up again.

The painkillers take me to sleep,

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One of the most memorable things I learnt from my captain was what he casually said during a mission,

"Look guys,
there is an asshole in all of us.
It is just a matter of whether we bring it out"

There is an asshole in every guy. I am no exception.
I hate this about myself. But it is what I am.
I cannot remove what God has given me.
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You seem great,
maybe you are,

but  I can't compromise with God anymore.

Pathetic Fallacy:
 A literary device by which  the reflection of one's internal state on to one's natural surroundings.

My heavy heart pounds to the rythm of the falling rain.

Dear God,
give me strength to see her tomorrow. It has been 6 months since we have parted our ways. 6 months since that call.
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It has been roughly 
15 years since I started primary school
7 years since i started wearing long pants for upper secondary
5 years since I appealed into ACJC after I ruined my A levels
3 years since I shaved my head and became a recruit
2 years since I donned my lieutenant rank
1 since I started working at the zoo.
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