I got the email.
I read your message.
I understand and accept your actions, reactions and situation.
Reticence does not equate to feigned ignorance.

When the time is right, when the wind is ripe
We will speak. If not, I will.

She said
" Men are irritating,
but I need love."

He said
" Women are confusing,
but I need sex"

-and the Lord made Marriage.

She said
"Love was great,
but men are still irritating."

He said
"Sex was great,
but women are still confusing."

-and the Lord made divorce.

It's been a while since I last had a conversation with my school mates.

I forgotten that I am no longer in the company that I was with in the past 2 weeks and I let myself go.
like the little kid describing what the amazing katydid was, I responded to
"so where were you ?"

I forgot.

" Oh... so basically, its just a holiday right?  oh yeah... go green. ( Read more... )

hokay,

i know you read this site
and honestly speaking, I hold nothing against you. never did, never will.

You feel sad for the way things are.

But am I supposed to try harder?

I am not a saint. I'm an asshole.
But I am not so low as to ignore your existence.
I wear purple and green. but this doesn't mean that I am Barney the friendly dinosaur, willing ( Read more... )

" Its complicated."

why?

I held my tears back when her hand grasped my first two fingers.
Her grip tightens. She recognises my voice.
She starts pulling my hand. I let her.
"Its alright, Cheryl and Velda is settling your school stuff. Everything will be alright! Do you who they are?"
Her head knods.
She struggles to open her eyes and slowly she smiles.

By God's Grace, her mouth ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if it is a blessing or a curse, but I am able to recall my dreams 80% of the time. While I often do take a while to analyse my dreams, they are usually forgotten after I leave my bed. Dreams that stay are usually those that rock me emotionally. My last dream will definitely linger on for a while.

I dreamt that I was sitting alone on a ( Read more... )

seriously, what happened?

I used to pride myself upon this uniform. washing my miserable ONE set and drying it every night.
Pacing along the Kallang River to imprint their information into muscle memories.
I remember sleeping 2 hours a day just to record and rehearse so that i would correct my intonations. I remember
Eagerly hoping to see the slightest ( Read more... )

I woke up from a Horrible nightmare which involved me watching a pirate ship roller coaster ride go bloodily wrong.
I think that my ability to remember 90% of the dreams I have is both a blessing and a curse.

After typing overdue minutes for a meeting, your attention span tends to exceed your production of adrenaline long enough to type a blog ( Read more... )

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