It's hard for me to type anymore when the pen feels so much better ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just tired, maybe I'm caught in a rut and I need a break. This morning I woke up irritated and I think it's contagious. It's infected my routine and now I'm going to attempt sleeping. Tomorrow, you'd better kick my ass in the best way possible.

I never suspected such little things would ignite such valiant heartbreak. I didn't think I could feel so much but sometimes I'm just unbearably sad.

Dinner tonight consists of a little plate of mashed potatoes and gravy, a chocolate chip granola bar, and a few bites of precooked preseasoned (although still tasty) lemon pepper salmon, washed down with a nice glass of chocolate milk ( Read more... )

I'd like to think that I'm doing alright. So much to say yet so little time. Work is ridiculous as always and as for me, I'm doing what I gotta do. How have I managed to destroy everything I thought I'd need? How did I pick up all these things I never suspected? I'm at a good spot but I'm so nervous about everything I'm letting go. It's okay, be ( Read more... )

Too late at night..

Happy Holley-days to anyone who still knows who I am.

It's way past bedtime and I have yet to make Zoolights.

However! I am alive. Buried, overwhelmed, suffocated and worked to death, I am alive.

4 days and counting.

KLJDFKWEIDFKSLF

QUIT DRINKING

Bad things happen.

And for once, we admit to ourselves, this isn't working. I love you Max and it makes me so sad.. I think we're both at that age, at that point where what we know and what we want and what we're capable of are all different things. We don't know how to do it and we don't have any answers and we don't know what to do with ourselves. Our time isn't ( Read more... )

EAT ME.

We'll see who can redeem themselves!

..Seriously, I'm going to start charging for this shit.

I should be sleeping.

/annoyed