I realized I check my livejournal more often than not...perhaps because it brings back good and bad memories....But either way they are memories...I never post anything just browse through it...funny to see how far I have come, and to see how terrible I got at free writing anything because I use an obsessive amount of dot dot dot......see ( Read more... )

 So...I guess I have no where to go but forward...There has been so much going on that I can hardly comprehend it all.  Losing something that at one point felt like everything and having tons of memories that you, sometimes want to erase because remembering them makes you want to fall back into it all... I am almost positive that this whole thing ( Read more... )

So ITS BEEN SO LONG THAT MY FIRST POST IS IN HERE JUST TO TELL YOU ALL THAT MY 19TH BIRTHDAY IS IN 9 DAYS AND 2 HOURS EXACT!

My BIRFDAY is in...13 hours and 12 min to be exact...well that is when I turn 18...

So i have came to the conclusion that no one uses livejournal anymore.. And because my mother has this weird restriction, I am unable to use anything else... poo on moms ( Read more... )

Being bound in chains, tied to the ground
Being free, and happy, I never found
Until now, The chains are slowly falling
My name...God was always calling
I didn't hear it, I was too broken and weak
To tired to reach out and speak...
one chain, two chain, three chain four...
Slowly he began to throw them on the floor
I seen a hand reaching out for me to hold
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So... What an eventful life I have... this weekend was pretty fun.. for the most part... except for the part I forgot ( Read more... )

So i'm officially ready to be done with school... With that said, I'm totally sad about being done with school... IT could be like the last time I see some people forever.  I always expect people to be there and I didn't take advantage of being around some people.  I just wish I had a little more time to make things different with certain people ( Read more... )

So this weekend was alright... Friday night hung out with the team and had a sleepover... It was fun, then Saturday day i hung out pretty much alone and did nothing... I waited for malissa to get out of work then we hung out with her, becky, and Bonnie... It was fun...

Today's mothers day and I LOVE MY MOM!!!

I hope it stops raining cause i find it ( Read more... )

So Today i'm happy... I'm not sure what particularly made me happy but I just am ( Read more... )