i totally just broke down crying in front of rickys house so i decided that it means i should probably get some things out of my head...so here we go ( Read more... )

i havent written something in forever. and i was bored and just started reading back to all my old entries and omg. i feel like such a different person. like i was talking to ricky about it awhile ago, but seriously. I was so depressed for so much of these entries and yea i was "in love" but its nothing like what i have now. Ricky is so amazing and ( Read more... )

I love getting to class and finding out its been cancelled for the day ( Read more... )

( another survey thing )

wow so life is actually pretty awesome right now. im meeting and getting closer to people which i never would have done if i had still been with michele. and im having so much fun. i honestly am loving how things are right now. i am really just looking forward to see how these new relationships develop.

so what? am i just not good enough? like WHAT THE HELL? what does he fucking want from me? what is he thinking? what the fuck are we? im sick of guessing and i need to know. but he keeps dodging the question. was i just an easy fuck or what? i dont get it. hes supposed to be my best friend- but he leaves me completely confused. like weve talked ( Read more... )

Which Girl Interrupted character are you?
Janet Webb
You are anorexic - you believe 74 is the perfect weight. Claymore takes away your clothes when you don't eat, but it doesn't bother you. You just sing Negro spirituals to Whoopi Goldberg to pass the time instead.

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The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

Created by -ambiguous and taken 34814 times on bzoink!
What comes to mind when you hear....snow?aw. family in new york..rain?like to drive in it..tornado?ah! kansas! my elephant is going to blow away..summer love?fun but sucked..Jon?ugh sias guy that sucks ass..Mike?hacker..Shea?Katie ( Read more... )

ok so me and danielle are good again thank god.
me and chele are still good.
kinda stressed with school.
overall pretty good.
finally over Saw i think. haha. fucking scary and awesome movie
oh i found a bunch of cary elwes communities so im beyond happy- now theres people i can share my obsession with =) haha i dont feel like a loser anymore.
=) k