Tis my first play with live journal.. honestly. Images and what not... best I could come up with in two seconds. La De.. fucking.... da

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I'm going friends only for a little while again. I have so many things I need to say, that I don't want others to read. For a short time I seemed to have forgotten that this is MY diary. I should feel free to write whatever I want without the fear of judgement by ex lovers, ex friends, friends of ex lovers, friends of ex friends.. etc. This is my ( Read more... )

[pointless babbling.. I couldn't stay on one subject or make the words come out correct ( Read more... )

It amazes me how things that shouldn't bother us do. Things that died out three.. four.. five.. years ago. How a peek at those things.. make it feel like somebody just knocked the wind out of you. Anyway, we're not gonna talk about what I did to myself a few minutes ago. The affect didn't last long. I'll live. Just a few more emotions to shove away ( Read more... )

People say everything changes. I don't agree ( Read more... )

Alright. Crissy comes in here and we start talking, joking about stretch marks.. etc ( Read more... )

I'm going to break my hands so they can't find me through this damn box. Damn this internet. Damn them. And damn me for allowing them to affect me ( Read more... )

The comment feature has been turned off for this entry... for a reason. I don't want to talk about this to another living soul ( Read more... )

I found a song I can connect with. Every word.. the voice. The tone, the sound. The music.

Me.

I'm going to post the lyrics here. The ones underlined will be the most important parts to me.

"I want to know how it will end. I want to be sure of what it will cost. I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want you to call me on your ( Read more... )

Fuck the goddamn stars in your sky ( Read more... )