So I am sitting at home, about 45 minutes after last call. The bartender said " You don't have to go home but you can't stay here"- I asked about the after party but it was "close friends only, buddy ( Read more... )

I am discontent with online dating. I wanted to post an message on craigslist about it, but how fucking impotent is that. If you can't be game about something than stop playing. I need to learn to be more outgoing, to conquer my fear. There is nothing to lose, death is inevetable and the world will probably end before that anyway. Just be cavaler ( Read more... )

So, I recently came back to LJ after a long absence to find a person, and I thought I'd make an update while I'm here ( Read more... )

Hey, whats up ( Read more... )

I am alive, and life is OK ( Read more... )

So, as is usualy the case, I am only posting because things are going badly. Here's the skinny: I was fired on tuesday, about 25 days after signing a year lease on a fairly expensive place. The greater of two evils won. Isn't that sweet? is there a 35% better chance that this post is being monitored ( Read more... )

70 hours of work in a week is too goddamn much and I am angry at the poor planning that led to that. I am angry and unsure. Have we rushed into things too fast? Are we going to make it? Is it worth the sacrifices? Goddamn us, each and everyone! AAAARRRGGG!
I just wish I could get wasted but I have to go to work. Everyday. Fuck.

Actualy I am doing fine. But did you know that's the m*a*s*h theme song? And not a bad song at that ( Read more... )

Drinking again in the morning, and I don't know why I'm not in bed yet. (hello)

I slept 15 hours and its off to work in 2. Ah, time.