"Hey I hope you are doing well. You don't have to talk to me but I wanted to say I was sorry for everything. I know I've been a pain along the way. Again, you don't need to respond. I just want you to know that and there are no hard feelings from me"One of the best aspects of sobriety are the boundaries I gave myself. They protect me. My mom is no ( Read more... )

Cannot believe I still have this account and I am still a fucking weird woman.

Dear Justin,

I still love you and I miss you more than I can describe. Our relationship gave me so much hope in the beginning; you were so excited to be with me, attentive and thoughtful. I was drunk, the entire time. It sucks being an alcoholic because we lie so much, ( Read more... )

I'm so stressed out ( Read more... )

Jennifer H*******: It is sad - at the lack of empathy you have
good night

Me: i have a lot of empathy
you probably won't see it because
well, frankly, mom..
you're the one who doesn't give a fuck. good night

boomchuckalucka

Why can love make us feel so horrible and so good?

what. the. fuck.

I am vanishing.
vanessa vanish.
buh bye.

does anyone understand me?
if you think you might, I would like to meet you.

alone.

Today is full of failure. =( I fucked up and binged/purged. I'm really unhappy about it, and I have every intention to get back on track tomorrow.
I am so disappointed in myself. This fucking sucks.

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Reroute2Remain75 (2:23:24 AM): how are you doing vanessa. sorry i didnt get your message i just got back from the rugby house ( Read more... )

Recovery ( Read more... )

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