I was freaking out for awhile..for two months I couldn't get my fucking head together..I got arrested and dropped out of school..said fuck it and I think I was actually trying to let it all fall apart..I lost someone real close to me..they left and I don't think I knew how to deal with it..it was hard..I loved her and she left..The most important ( Read more... )

"And because you not always can keep your eyes shut there comes the real trouble-the heart pain-the world pain. I tell you, my friend, it is not good for you to find you cannot make your dream come true, for the reason that you not strong enough are, or not clever enough."-Lord Jim

NYE brooklyn year two..nice weather, good times..your typical time with a bunch of drunkass motherfuckers tryin to wild out..Some memorable moments, new tattoo and a nice hoodie...the more time I spend around drunk people in large social settings, the easier I find it for me to study human behavior, specifically base behavior, involving sexual ( Read more... )

If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of it course it kills them. The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is that makes me think of you...certain moments...a flash in the window...a feeling of nostalgia...a feeling of wanting to be deeper then the surface..but all I really want to do is have you tell me a story...tell me stories about your fears personified as an empowered assassin, tell me lies about your childhood...tell me ( Read more... )

it was a good night when I come home and I can feel the paint stuck to the inside of my nostrils, I feel like I've accomplished something.

my dream went something like this....I had forcibly kidnapped a group of 13 people and was taking them to a house, I had a few guns and was attempting to extract some information about an ancient god and how to get him to come down to earth at first the people were less then enthusiastic about giving me any type of information on this god but after ( Read more... )

When I sit around and think about the way things have turned out, how my life continues to spin rapidly from one axis of extreme to another I wonder where the silence/calm lies..I wonder where it is within my life there has been calm..as much as I retreat or attempt to step away from one whirlwind, I inevitably end up stepping right into another. ( Read more... )

Rubber and pavement ( Read more... )

we all take chances in life, either with our health(mental and physical), our freedom, our morals, our responsibilities, our goals, we chance it every day in each choice we make. every choice ripples, influencing the next one, sometimes one choice, whether we understand its implications or not ripples in such a way that the path we are currently ( Read more... )