I'm on livejournal and I'm typing into a space that used to exist for me, before the gaps of time filled up with warrants and overdue parking tickets. I'm still here though wiping away the sweat of expectations and confidently embracing the heartache of our last supper. It's never been easy living as something so broken but there's always been ( Read more... )

we all feel lost ( Read more... )

It's taken me years to get back to where I started, I've been pounding against the same doors for years and each time she opened she said I looked tired..she looked at my eyes and motioned to the couch, "I'm just trying to rest for a minute", we both knew I wouldn't be staying for long. Theres a part of her that wants me gone before I sit down, " ( Read more... )

it's like retracing steps that have already been wiped away as we walk through hall ways and doorways that I've already shut behind me there is something, a part of me that feels like there's nothing much more waiting here for me any more..the interest, the passion, the guilt, it all comes flooding back in small doses…you feel as if you've betrayed ( Read more... )

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mind destroyed

I don't even know what to say at this point...it makes sense, the world has to right it self somehow, doesn't it? karmaic justice looms in the future and I sit here trying to not lose it all...

up and down
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I will become stronger
I will become smarter
I will not lose

I have bits of you stuck in every corner of my heart ( Read more... )

when I lay awake at night ( Read more... )

of mentally ill people on the streets of Detroit is disturbing...I have to believe there was once a time when we helped them, when we had places/institutions for them to go...it's sad and scary...What if I turn out that way, walk around on 7 and woodward, yelling into the air, spitting at spirits, and hoping for some sort of reprieve that never ( Read more... )

I've looked into your ( Read more... )