So many events to relate since the last post I made. As much as I was looking at the positive, I was just failing to notice how far I was letting myself go in school. I was there, and I had determination, but I was failing to actually perform and get the work done ( Read more... )

Such a long time since my words have reached you all. Such a long time since I've sat here with any straightforward reason to gracing you all with my lowly presence and spouting off about my life, my doings, and my thoughts ( Read more... )

I've decided it's time that I update my contact information for everyone I know. I'm using my laptop more for communication and business, school work and the like. Hence, I'd like to make sure that I have the latest ways to contact my friends. If you don't mind me having your contact information, I would ask that you would supply the following ( Read more... )

Sirikta,

I claim you as my lifemate ( Read more... )

The past two days were a bit distressing. Siri and I had an arguement, something important, but at the same time, very minor what sparked it. Luckily, we have everything squared away and we finally got past the awkwardness of the situation. I don't like feeling separated from her, and I am glad that we got everything worked out. She feels like home ( Read more... )

I didn't expect to get so many messages this year. Online and offline friends alike sent me birthday wishes. My parents got a card to me and made sure to call. Jen and Jon brought me a slice of pizza and sweet and low. Siri's package arrived, and it made me happy ( Read more... )

Sneaky birthday, snuck up on me. Hard to fathom my last day as a "teen." I will now be dubbed a "twentysomething." It's not so bad, except for the meaningless idea that I've been alive for two decades and for the most part, I still don't care ( Read more... )

Thursday pushed a cold dark hand upon my brow and said get moving ( Read more... )

Not often am I the optimist, and I certainly don't want to jinx what I've obtained. I feel lucky, even though I have to wait for quite a while until it can be fully realized. Happiness is at the end of a tunnel whose walls are built with time. I can break into a run, but I wouldn't move faster than if I enjoyed the journey, strolling leasiurely. ( Read more... )

For the first time
I do not fear possession of a hidden hand
But I feel animosity
For those who would tie me down
And keep me from it

I made choices for a reason
My reason is my own

Goals - where I'm going
I know them well
And luckily, I feel on the right course.

I need to put more fuel on this fire
Because nothing can stop me now