so what can i say about life at this point? I guess im not complaining. My grades are decent from what I know. Bio exam was today. It was decent. Im tired as hell though. I have yet to do this lab report. I hate lab reports...I think ill type the bulk part tonight and just do these discussion questions tomorrow before 1 pm. im so tired though... ( Read more... )

wow its been a while....spring quarter is here....im living at home now...it sucks hard core and i miss living on campus more than anything...but atleast next year i can go back....break was nice...i felt like i was getting used to things again till classes started up...oh well what can anyone do...

i didnt have an english or math at first but now ( Read more... )

SO heres the thing: Crushes are sooo dumb. I had one for hmm lets see...about a week....im already like over it...so sad but so true. I met a girl last night that started crying bc the guy she likes doesnt likeh er back and it made me wanna vomit out my organs into a little jar.

This weekend was pretty decent though. Friday night was just same ol ( Read more... )

"if i get it all down on paper its no longer inside me threatening the life it belongs to"

the past few days of my life have been really interesting...nothing interesting ever happens in my days...i got my cell phone stolen on thursday...it was weird...it happend within a minute...

Friday night i got really drunk...nothing interesting really ( Read more... )

is it bad that im already nervous and happy and excited again? i cant figure out what to tell myself. oh well. i just studied chem. It went ok. Im still really scared about that exam. I guess its in my hands...no use whining about it. bio lab was interesting...long and boring but interesting...ursula went around mating with all the guys....she got ( Read more... )

wow i havnt updated my lj in forever....so lets see...life...its like always...phil's basically outa the picture...something i thought would never happen...i guess thats what happens when u fall out of love...i guess ive just moved on and he still hasnt let go...im hoping today's conversation gave him a reason to let go. yeah so grdes suck still. ( Read more... )

I wanna get my nails done..........im broke.......end of story.

I cant wait to go back to uc. I miss everyone SO much. I hung out with Laura and Rach tonight and ofcourse Dana (I love her so much shes the cutest lil sis ever)! It was fun except for the eat till u gain 50 pounds bit.the graters run didnt help.but it was a lota fun. Its weird how ( Read more... )

SO about this snow...yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ok.

I really wanna do something crazy and spastic today. Like oh i dont know, run around in a sari playing paintball. Its official, captivity has led me to complete insanity. I live, breath, think freedom. I love my parents very much but this has gone TOO FAR! there is a barrier between family time and ( Read more... )

so its down to half the time. once christmas is over, its practically over. I never thought I would get annoyed w/break so much in my life.Maybe this time is bc of all the drama that has come w/it. Im craving a night of drunken happiness. it feels like ive been sober for over a century at this point. I dont even wanna think what summer's gonna be ( Read more... )

It amazes me how many times one can fail in juding others. You think you met someone great, you enjoy being around them, you think they're great but in reality you hardly know them. This happens to me a lot. I think i've been cursed with poor judgement. Not only that but because of the attachment I feel with this "perfect guy" I forget someone whos ( Read more... )