Only 2 more days and Adam will be here. I can't wait. I really, really, really want/need to see him. I haven't seen him since July, and even though we talk ALL THE TIME, it'll be so much better to see him. Saturday is also Sweetest Day. I don't expect him to remember, and I don't expect anything either. 1. We're not dating and 2. He's not the other ( Read more... )

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, ( Read more... )

The ONLY person who knows what I am going through and understands what I need is the ONLY person that I don't want in my life! Why?

Sooo..... today was a fun one. Twitch and I got matching tattoos on the inside of our ankles. We both got ladybugs but her's only has 6 black dots, and well, of course mine has 7. I guess of course that does mean that they don't exactly match. I love having Twitch here and hanging out with her. We totally had a great time tonight making my sister ( Read more... )

Well, I figured that I would update because I totally can't sleep. :o( I really need to too, because I have to be at the Math lab at 9am, and then I'm driving home after class. (Or whenever the hell I am up to it any way ( Read more... )

Thinking about next weekend.... I was listening to the radio and this song came on. It's not ALL true, but kinda the idea behind it. Well, if you know what I'm talking about in the first place, you understand what I mean in the song.

Filling up my empty days with red wine
Wonder what you think of me?
Lying in the grass alone and wasted
Nothing's ( Read more... )

We all drink to forget
Some of us more than most
When reality gets too real
And the fires of hell to close
But I'm here to let you know
That you can make it through
If you believe that someone is watchin' over you

And call it an angel
Call it a muse
And call it karma that you've got comin' to you
What's the difference
What's in a name
What matters most is ( Read more... )

I hate when I'm up late and can't sleep!!

You beg and you plead that I say how I feel,

I can see in your eyes what your words don’t reveal.

You stop with your prodding before I can speak,

Your front is impressive, but inside you’re weak.

You know well enough not to push me too far...

You pick at the scabs, but don’t mention the scars.

If I opened ( Read more... )

Just when things start to become clear, and I think I know what I want..... then something/one new comes along. I don't know what to do..... I'm really taken back by this one!

FAQ sheet

(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: Yes
(4) Want to be?: It's fun sometimes, but I wouldn't mind someone to sleep in my bed (or theirs) with
(5) Your birthday: Dec. 16, 1985
(6) Age you act: ???? Depends
(7) Age you wish you were: 21, I'd like to be legal, it would make everything less of a hassle
(8) Your height: ( Read more... )