if only endings didn't exist.

who likes endings?

I only want to live beginnings.

there is sooo much snow!

and im lonely. snow=isolation

totally heart broken.

I wish you loved me and that i could stop loving you.

what a horrible night. It doesn't even feel real, feels like a dream im going to magically wake up from. But tomorrow when i do wake up it will still be reality. Hard cold reality, like jumping into freezing water. fuck. thats all there is to say. fuck.

what the hell happened tonight?

So for the first time ever pretty much I was assigned a book in my college class that i absolutly loved. I reccomened it to anyone and everyone.

Norwegian Wood, by Haruki Murakami

It was amazing. AMAZING

I GOT A JOB!!!!

yayayayay

Just got back from spring break. Its sad being back here without ben and an empty bed ( Read more... )

oh boy.

this has been one rough week, and no it had nothing to do with ben.

I get to see him in 16 freaken days and I CANNOT WAIT.

I MISS him so much, i really wish he could be with me right now, i could use the support...

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I haven't updated in quite some time eh ( Read more... )