The anger and humiliation i feel is so unbearable. I cant concentrate on school or friends or anything. Every tme i feel like im forgetting, there they are. Just a fucking slap in the face. i havent been this angry in a long time. I want everyone to just disappear and leave me the hell alone. I need this weekend.

i have a question for all of you ( Read more... )

Ahhhh i suppose its the unfortunate blend of people who overthink everything and people who dont think at all. I find it so strange that as much as i hate everything, theres very little i want to change. Emphasis on very little. Ohhh you have no idea how much im looking forward to New Years. i need some familiar faces. I need things to at least ( Read more... )

Im sorry. i am just a huge fucking idiot whos very confused right now.

Its not what you think.

I wish i was just a huge bitch who just did whatever she wanted without caring about other peoples feelings.

Unfortunately im not.

Gahhh i hate my life.

please please please dont drink your life away. Youre so much better than that and its not worth it. i dont know what to do with you anymore. its not fun and games anymore. youre killing yourself and its killing me to watch.

Someone please tell me how to help her. i love her so much.

WICKED = AMAZING ( Read more... )

i never write in this anymore but whatever. I am the epitome of laziness. i tried like 3 times to get together with one of my friends and all of them fell through so i just gave up. im not even sad like i was before. Just pretty pissed off. I know maybe i didnt give them enough chances but i still think they're just playing stupid now. W/e. i dont ( Read more... )

today i stayed home from school cuz i had no finals. me and my mom went to my brothers field day and then we went to the Olive Garden for lunch. And who did we see walking in at the same time but Brittany Smith and her mom, and Amanda and her parents!!! So we all had lunch together. I love those girls. My mom had fun too cuz her and Mrs Remse have ( Read more... )

I've been having this sinking feeling for like a week and a half. It feels like ive been trying so hard to be happy and in a good mood and the whole world's out to get me and trying to bring me down and put me in a bad mood. I know this isnt true of course but its just what it feels like. Im not blaming any one person or even if i can blame anyone ( Read more... )

Well my interview with hannaford was today. i think it went pretty well. i didnt say anything stupid which was good, but i was trying to come up with something shes never heard before. no chance. my answers were about as simple as they come but w/e. i find out on monday if i got the job. yesterday was baccalaureate. it was very nice. i cant wait ( Read more... )