I just got word that the owner is going to sell this house. The moment that we get the letter that it's on the market, we have 90 days (or more if it takes that long to sell) to get the hell out. In the mean time, I've been looking into buying a lot and building a house on it. I made the blueprints. We will have at least 3 large bedrooms, 1 1/2 ( Read more... )

ya not gunna kill myself. beyond that point. all of 5hours worth about 7yrs ago when I had the baby blues the first time with Bleu. I was pretty gone at that point. Then didn't see the point in anything even killing myself. why bother? Why question "why". So I moved on. I was numb for quite some time. took a long time to experience the ( Read more... )

We had a plentyful X-mas. But on New years, when we went home, I saw my cat Ghost was bleeding from his penis. He was treated for a bad UTI. He died 6 days later of crystals in the urine. He died in my arms after I was trying to get some fluids in him with an eye dropper. He died the moment I took him out of the bath water. In my hands he ( Read more... )

OKAY. We got some updates on the past month or so. Jeremy and I are going to buy a house. We just started looking and very quickly found one with out involving a relator. But Jeremy wants to get married this summer to get it out of the way. So I have been on a quest to get together the friends I want at the wedding,.... in SIX FLAGS! Miranda ( Read more... )

I got a job in Columbia making $12 hr + comm ( Read more... )

LONG STORY SHORT ONE MONTH LATER I GOT THEM TO GIVE ME MY MONEY BACK ( Read more... )

I said I was sorry and I meant it. But, If I am not allowed to email or contact you, don't send me email with profanity in it. I appoligized because I was wrong. I approched Jen because she posted a private conversation. She didn't know it would be used to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. I misspoke about things that were none of my ( Read more... )

Dani has asked me not to contact her so I won't. What I did was wrong. I have no excuse for my lack of judgement. It was a conversation that wasn't meant to be public. Jen gave me some good advice today too. I have also talked to Jenny. She tried to say things to make me feel better. I don't. I am sure Dani is hurt by what I said. But I am ( Read more... )

I don't get it at all. I am frustrated and confused and feel a little more lonely than before. I would like to just go back into my old little world and stay there, and sometimes I do just that. It pains me to keep realizing how very little friends I do have and how unimportant I am to those I thought I was close with. I feel distant and cold ( Read more... )