so alan and i are whatever he likes me i don't really like him....so what does that make us? i mean i wanna like him but i can't make myself, thats not fair to either of us. so i have had this huge crush on this guy frogg or zach lol for a while now and now he finally asks me out on a date after i have alan...but do i have alan? see i don't know ( Read more... )

today i got into my second to last day of english!!! yessss turned in my final paper and i have to do a presentation tomorrow...i don't wanna go but whatever. went to fantasy gifts with tara and kevin! that was fun...then went to work, after work toked it up with alan and joe then came home!! and here i am!!!

right now i'm so confused! mike starts talking to me again after alan and i get together and now i want mike back...i do'nt know what to do! i was over at mike's house last night and i didn't really realize how much i really missed him but i really did. he told me he did too lol thats why he texted me again lol. but seriously i don't know what ( Read more... )

nothing to really talk about, i worked yesterday and that was ok...so bored and lazy today!!! i think i 'm gonna go get my hair cut today...not sure though i don't really wanna get up and do anything.

i worked today at super bowl!! it was fun. i made like 30 bucks in tips with 3 of us waitresses on so pretty good for a sunday...i'm excited to actually have money to save. ihaven't had that in a while. new tattoo for caitlin!!! yesss! alan got back today but he didn't call but thats ok i'll see him tomorrow, i think i can live. tara and i ( Read more... )

i'm thinkin about getting my hairs cut...but i don't know how...i put my two weeks notice in at joanns today. yessss! no more craft store! well i'm kinda sad but mostly happy. super bowl is way better anyways! yeah! alan is gone all weekend at a bowling tourney. yep. well i don't really have anything else to talk abput right now so tootles!

i had my very first day of work today at super bowl! it was interesting to say the least, i forgot so much about bowling alley drama...not cool but whatever. i went over to alans today before work then i drove him there because we both had to work then we went bowling at andover! it was pretty fun. i have to work tomorrow at joanns and i don't ( Read more... )

mike texted me today just ou to f the blue, i haven't talked to him in like 2 months...he just stopped talking to me one day i dunno why still.he just asks whats been up and stupid shit like that...what am i supposed to do drop everything and reinstate him back in my life? i'm so confused right now, i loved him, but whatever he doesn't deserve me ( Read more... )

chris really needs to fucking grow up i just wanna smack him! seriously! he needs to leave me alone. ok heres the story from the beginning: i get a phone call from classic bowl today from some guy asking if me and chris and brandy were still bowling in this one league we signed up for a while ago. i told him i dunno call chris. so i text ( Read more... )

wow i feel so good right now! i duno why...i was at alans and we talked a lot about stuff and he makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!! ok enough about him ( Read more... )