so last night-no good at all! i have not blacked out in a very long time, and honestly i have only blacked-out once while drinking and last night i did it again. apparently i threw-up in the bathroom at jeffs and then put a towel in the toilet. dont ask why i did that, i just did. then i passed out on the couch and woke up like stroking jeffs ( Read more... )

so now myspace is being gay! and it wont let me write or post blogs for some odd reason i am now going back to my old ways of good old fashion livejournal!!! i have had this thing forever! so if you read previous entries please bear in mind that this was like 2 or 3 years ago lol and way before that also. so yeah! peace out!

i think i am just gonna blog on my myspace from now on...i don't think anybody reads this anyways....not that anyways is a word but yeah. here's the link:

http://www.myspace.com/hollydoodle1

merry christmas! i am so bored but i don't wanna go to bed yet...all my family is coming over tomorrow they are in st cloud right now at my cousins and i don't wanna drive that far...yep. not a whole lot has been going on. i can't wait for tomorrow i get to see my brother!!! my kitties got a cat nip chia pet today for christmas! damn them, they ( Read more... )

so tired right now. got my oil changed today with tara and my credit card was declined! dammit! oops too much shopping! i get my tattoo wednesday i hope i have enough money, my mom just gave me 50 for christmas.....but i still need 40 by wednesday!! eek! oh well. i'l figure something out.

i'm trying to kill time before i have to be a t work at 4...i don't really know what to talk about. kyle and i are now officially boyfriend girlfriend lol. he is so nice! i can't wait for christmas!!!! i don't know why. oh! i saw my sister yesterday. tara and i went to her work at the le cordon bleu or however you spell it...i missed her so ( Read more... )

kyle is so nice! he opens car doors and everything!! i get to see my sister tomorrow! i am excited! i get to give her her christmas present! *jumps up and down* she's gonna love it, i know she will!!!!! wow i am too wound up to go to bed.

ok so i went out on a date today with a guy named kyle! i met him at super bowl he is froggs friend...but froggs kewl with it. we went and saw king kong and ate at dennys lol. it was fun. he's a really kewl guy! i hope this works out...

so i am feeling much better now...i talked to a whole bunch of people well not a whole bunch but a lot...and i am feeling much better about everything and myself. OMG!!! I bowled my highest games today! first off as of a year ago until today it was 197 and then after work i bowled and i got a 204 and a 213!! i am so stoked! i was so excited! i ( Read more... )

so really really really long story short 2 nights ago i ended up drinking so much ihad to go to the er where i was freaking out and shit. wow that sums it up pretty well. i don't know what else to really say. i talked to alan more today...about what went on and stuff. i am going to aa meetings well i will be as soon as i find a place, but my ( Read more... )