I am taking time to enjoy life, now. Today has been absolutely gorgeous outside and I've enjoyed some quiet time in the sun reading and thinking. My parents are currently vacationing in France with family, so I am left at home on my own, and I'm truly enjoying it, although, I must admit...it's been almost two weeks since my parents left, and I am ( Read more... )

Spring break has been amazing this year. I don't really recall any previous spring breaks, though, to compare, but I still just know that this one has been unusually nice. I have had time to think, drink, work, relax, shop, drive, clean, socialize, and be merry! Each day I've done something - that something being something that I've never done ( Read more... )

Mostly have had a VERY happy weekend..esp. yesterday. Went to the movies. Eeee..and all I'll say is that it was just really nice!! Also, spent time w/ amanda who is always the best, got to shop a little bit (finally!) and bought new warm and big puffy jacket, and had really open conversations with my mom after going to IHOP and ordering off the ( Read more... )

had TONS of fun lately..NCTC has been quite a trip!! true that it was somewhat disappointing but we made the best of it...i'm very proud of our show..as weird as it was...and am happy to just have some new and improved friendships. I absolutely love april, eric, elizabeth, teresa, sarah lilly, liz, savannah, sarah, tucker, and jesse! yes...all ( Read more... )

Annoyed with how giggly and goofy i can act sometimes...i'm really not that gay or out there if you get me in the right environment....i may even come close to normal when you search hard enough...I just hide my nervousness and true emotion behind a huge wall of incessant laughter and i feel like it is unattractive. egh. hope i don't annoy everyone ( Read more... )

too much to do as always.. nervousness about uncle.. feeling unaccomplished and wanting like 50 hr. days intstead of 24 hr. ones even though this would most likely cause more problems. sad that many of my friends are dealing with so much shit in their lives...it's not fair..i want to fix everything..but can't, none the less, even find the time ( Read more... )

Do you ever just wish everything on your mind could be said in just one word. I do but I don't know what it would be....

My paranoia from my last entry is gone now. As it turned out I DID have to take the test but I it seems that I passed! yay!! I haven't been fired at least?! Since then, I've gotten my first paycheck and am liking my job for the most part. It's low stress, there are lots of cute old people I get to see every day, my bosses are really laid back ( Read more... )

hah! Went to the band concert last night....yah I am SUCH a dork....but then i somehow missed the strings concert earlier this week...and that made me kind of sad since i wanted to see everyone. today was pretty good. I had a few ups and downs. Some of the happier things of my day: made it to school on time for the first time in weeks...heheh, ( Read more... )

well...i'm feeling less emotional today so that's kind of good. auditions are tomorrow...and gosh...THE PRESSURE IS ON!!!