I see right through you.

Don't think I can't see exactly why you're nice to me.

Sorry, but don't expect that favor to be returned.

So jealous?

Green ain't my color baby

Ipod?.

You've changed. And in a way, I've been replaced. Except, you've found someone to fill way more than the hole I left. I was getting tired anyways.

aaaaanad You. You just had to pick the one person who kills me the most.

I need to stop this. now.

Arguments are never over what they're about. It's just enough frustration to bubble up to the surface past the passive agressive barrier. The whole thing, a metaphor. On those days when sighing and rolling your eyes isn't a good enough way to handle the situation. Days when you just might have to actually speak up. But don't you dare say what you ( Read more... )

For once, the uncertainty is exactly what I want. Enough sur/real possibilities that could all be shot down at a moments notice. Possibilities I wouldn’t put a penny on. Possibilities I don’t want to hope for. Possibilities I want to hope for, but refuse to. At the drop of a hat everything disappears. Live in the moment because that’s exactly how ( Read more... )

So, re-reading previous entries make me realize how fickle I can be.

Oh well, it happens.

Hey wait, isn't that?

oh yes, exactly the same thing you said to me. C'mon, be a little more creative.

I'm not good at hunting.

Updating sounds far better than studying for Spanish or writing that essay ;-)

Christmas/finals/the break are all sneaking up on me. Maybe it will kick in soon, but this year just doesn't feel the same. I miss the counting down the days and getting wrapped up in the decorations and festivities. This year I came home one day and my dad had put ( Read more... )

It's a new kind of deja vu all together. The situation is remarkably similar, but this time I play a different role all together. Only, one month becomes two and the outcome is yet to be determined. Maybe it should be comforting that there is someone even more indecisive than me. Or maybe, the decision has been made and I just don't want to face ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Kevin Porter!

We're stickin' it out. My family went to the grocery store at 10:00 tonight, which was a really good idea since it was ghost town. No bread on the shelves. Everything feels so ominous. Everything is just a little off. It's like looking at the world through a tint. You're looking at all the same things but none of it feels quite right. Normally I'd ( Read more... )