This weekend was really so awesome. I love my friends so much and I'm glad that they came this weekend to hang out at Stanford. Ugggh it felt like being home again or like being back in the valley during Winter Break. It was just that....comfort, I don't know if I've ever felt that comfort here until this weekend and it was just a lot of chilling ( Read more... )

Ahh I'm so excited because my friends are coming tomorrow. After Crossing the Line last night, I really started to evaluate myself and though it might be a stupid thing to hold onto my friends, I'm happy and thats what matters I think.

I need to have a cool down. I've been so stressed lately with HW but what else is new.

Can I say that resignation still never seems to come?

I miss my friends. I miss winter break. I want to go back to that. I can't wait to see you all again.

Sometimes I find it difficult to comprehend what it is I'm getting into, but I'm taking a chance here, I like him a lot, and though we seem to be polar opposites, I think he's learning from me as much as I am learning from him.

So this week has been awesomely fun, even though school is getting really really hard. Uggh. We had the dorm ski trip to Tahoe this weekend and it was so much fun, I went snowboarding and we had such an awesome cabin, 4 floors big! and big tv's and so many games (even though I think I played way too much of Risk) and I went sledding and exploring ( Read more... )

this weekend has been fabulous hanging out with my best friends at stanford. although encountering a blizzard and not hanging out enough with my best friend at Stanford, Lawrence "fucking" Tran, it has been the best trip of my life and quite possibly the most memorable. Yeah, brah.

I guess that I should update and say I'm glad to be back and am looking forward to the Ski Trip this weekend but that I miss my friends terribly, I still wish they were here with me and that I could share everything with all those that I love ( Read more... )

So I threw my phone today in a fit of range and it barely works nowadays. It's slightly annoying but it felt good despite the fact that it did not in fact completely break meaning I'm probably stuck with it for another year ( Read more... )

It seems like things are getting better.

It feels like theres a hole. and also that I might throw up my lungs. But I can't.