Another year, but this wasn't any other year, this was the year, probably the most lifechanging and probably the biggest epoch and I don't know, I'm sad that its gone because now all thats ahead of me is the droning on and the complacency that comes along with no more really new experiences and growing comfortable somewhere new and pining for it in ( Read more... )

It makes me sad sometimes when I sometimes find myself spitting out to my self ( Read more... )

A lot has gone on this past year and I'm not going to reflect on it til maybe saturday as I always do. I'll reflect on right now, the fact that I am happy, sad at how things may have changed and my mind might have changed to the point that I wanted so much more than I originally ever even hoped for, and I have to say that I'm confused as hell, I'm ( Read more... )

It's not that I think this is in any way different from anybody else, but it still hurts, and I guess this shared universal hurt is something that I have to go through and face. It's just hard sometimes because I know I've never been a good coper, if that were a word, or a noun, but it seems important that there should be a word to describe such a ( Read more... )

So it seems like this is the first time in my life that I've ever made an effort to roll with the punches. It's seems like prior this instantaneous moment I've been complacent standing perfectly still and pushing myself into each blow, but I don't know, now it seems I'm actually making a concerted effort to not get to scraped up by all these things ( Read more... )

Interesting things to talk about ( Read more... )

I think I've officially screw myself over with my Buddhism paper.YEAY!

There's some things I'd really like to say but I know I can't.

I have this memory that seems to sum my life in general and it consists of Kanan Rd and listening to music in Elyse's car. I think this memory it's Ashley singing 99 problems. Or maybe sweet 16. I don't like how things have to change. I don't like how uncomfortable I feel right now.

So this is odd ( Read more... )