Sometimes I can't help but cry in sheer gratitude for all that I have.

It's such a comfort to be home and to know that everything is as safe as I have needed it to be. I'm so happy right now with everything correctly in my head and all my decisions made. I love home. I love the people here, my friends, my family, my love; they are my rock and I'm so grateful right now to be home. And to know that song is once again ( Read more... )

Why is it that I can't give up?

So the last week has been better, I'm starting to climb out of the hole that I was in pretty much all weekend and pretty much ever since I left the valley the second time, I'm looking forward to the fact that I'll be back there in one week and four days and I'll be able to catch up and hopefully to mend all these things. But in other news I got ( Read more... )

So its been creeping up on me lately that I'm tired, I'm so desperately tired of the fact that I might have left nothing behind and that no ties were even formed to be severed, I feel so lost and so fucking sad about how this has all played out. I hate being in the midst of depression like this, I thought I was over this, I thought I could pull ( Read more... )

I hate how sometimes in life you hurt people and you don't even know it, you don't even mean it, but it can't be help.

So I'm not sure what I want to be for halloween yet but i'm not really aiming at anything to skanky so i need some suggestions please. p.s. my hair is shoulder length now. frosh formal this friday.w00t.

So this was seriously like the weekend that I wanted, everything worked out really nicely and it seems like I got to see everyone this weekend which was something I was so grateful for. This weekend I saw all my good friends and it was nice going to Ashley's house and thursday was chill with Josh talking crazy and then the next day going with Blake ( Read more... )

Home tomorrow night. I guess I just really need this, I've reached another valley and a lot of unnecessary headaches again. Hopefully this will be a nice respite from the college life.

Is it odd that I think its slightly endearing when boys and concerts sometimes during parts of songs lift their hands up way high and start fingering the guitar riffs along with teppai from thrice?