claustrophobic in my own home.. I don't know why I feel this way.. but I do. I so badly want to get out... but I can't.. I'm going to school in the fall.. finally. I never went after HS... I just kinda let it go... worked crap jobs and made just enough money to travel.. spent every cent flying overseas.. which I don't regret.. I'm glad I did all ( Read more... )

So I haven't been going to church lately.. for about 2 months or or so.. I've also been drinking a bit.. not a lot. For a while I was drinking to get drunk, going to bars and getting sloshed... but that was short lived. Now I just have a beer or two, three times a week at most. My family had no clue about me getting drunk all the time, but I ( Read more... )

A friend of mine, Julie, has two children- Jonah, 6 and Gavin, 3. Gavin has cancer- he was diagnosed a couple of months ago. He's been in and out of the hospital, more in than out... So obviously their family has been struggling. Lance, Julie's husband recently decided that he couldn't handle it, and last week he left. He told Julie that he ( Read more... )

well, we didn't see the movie, "The Saddest Music in the World" last night like I thought we would. I was hoping we'd get to it tonight, but it's not looking like we'll make an early enough showing.. Unless he decides to call me in the next 5 minutes.. and even then, I doubt it. So maybe sometime this week.. I hope we do, because it has gotten a ( Read more... )

I've neglected the livejournal, once again. i can never keep up with these things. I just cleaned my closet out and filled 3 very large trash bags with clothes I'm going to give to goodwill tomorrow. Robbie and I are going thrift hoppung, so I thought I should make the trip twice as useful, and get rid of all my junk. I have a lot ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I'm moody. It's not that time of month.. I think i just stayed up too late last night. Last night for the first time I actually got kinda upset with Robbie.. It was stupid really, but it happened. Last night he and I were supposed to do our own things, and tonight we were gonna spend some time together... but last second his plans ( Read more... )

So yesterday Robbie met my WDF, or "Whole Damn Family." That's what one of my coworkers said when I told her he was coming over. Really I think that goes more with meeting the grandparents and stuff... but it was just my immediate family there and my two best friends. It was pretty fun. I'm pretty sure my parents really like him. They got ( Read more... )

there's a poetry contest coming up.. I'm thinking about entering. I don't even have anything to contribute yet... a few ideas, but that's it. I don't even know that I'll have time to get it all together and worthy of prize money.. but I'm gonna try.. I've been aching to write something, and maybe this is just enough motivation to get me started ( Read more... )

How to make a Hollykl
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

3 parts brilliance

3 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Hmm.. today was a decent day. I had to work a couple hours extra today, which was good. I need the cash. Not that it helps that much.. but oh well. I'm so tired though. I have just been so worn out.. I don't really know why. I guess it's the heat/humidity. It just zaps the energy out of me. I didn't talk to the boy today... but last night ( Read more... )