Side by side. The meaning of this song, is completely different for me, than for you. I see happiness and hope, while you only look back into sorrows... tears come to your eyes, and You look away. I know who you are crying for, and without words, lacerations make their way into my heart. Stinging tears well within my eyes, and here we are facing ( Read more... )

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I sat bolt upright in bed about 1 minute before the power went out. It's like I sensed it. Strange how that happens.... You see, had I not woke up, we never would have been up on time this morning.... I'm more sensitive today that I have been in a long time. Not just in emotions, but in my intuition for others and their feelings ( Read more... )

Dreams scream throughout the night. Keeping me awake, and causing my eyelids to feel the weight of a million feathers the next morning. These dreams are made to be forgotten, because they may take him away. These thoughts; these subconscious feelings are just a phase and must pass ( Read more... )

So yesterday Chet brought a beautiful bouquet of roses to my work!! And there is no occasion! They are so pretty. It's a dozen roses, with a big royal purple bow, and scattered clusters of little royal purple flowers. It's lovely ( Read more... )

So two weeks ago I spent the whole week working 10 hour days to help the dept. get caught up. And this week I am going to work an hour overtime every morning, to get us caught up ( Read more... )

I dreamed last night that I was outside of a house with a guy, (he was a few feet away, I'm really not even sure if it was a guy, but it was someone I was sharing a fun experience with. We were cloud watching.) Well I look up, and there are two jets flying at each other, shooting, back and forth. Then all of a sudden, the one being persued, dives, ( Read more... )

So I just had my last 3 day weeked for 4 more weeks. I Guess that's cool and all, but I'm really tired. On Friday when I came home, I noticed that Chet had not shut the door to our truck all the way so the interior light was still on. LOL. Well all weekend we drove the car, so guess what? Come this morning when Chet decides to get up 15 mins late ( Read more... )

So I've found myself in a rut the past couple of days. I can't get past this feeling. I don't know whats up. I feel tired, emotionally and mentally. Chet will act all lovey dovey one second and then bite my head off the next, so I've found myself very brittle to people and different situations ( Read more... )

So this weekend, I pretty much did nothing. Chet and I just sat around the house, and played Prince of Persia for PS2 all weekend. I swear I'm so effing addicted to that video game! LOL.. It was nice though, because I was getting over being sick, so I just wanted to chill out ( Read more... )