Things I can't stand ( Read more... )

I want to have sex! I want intimacy! I want a relationship! I want to date someone nice who will treat me nice. I want to date someone friendly and cheerful and funny. I want to date someone who has a good relationship with their family ( Read more... )

That's so funny. I started my period early the next morning, (referring to my last entry here). I was pretty hormonal. I think that maybe my roomies sensed my feelings subconsciously because it has been a little more quiet around here. I really, really love silence. So many people take it for granted, but it really is an amazing thing. I think that ( Read more... )

It's so fucking loud in my god damned house. I wish everyone would shut the fuck up ( Read more... )

People are so amazing. It just amazes me to think about how different each and every one of us is. I feel like I have this knack with people, like I can relate and understand with each of them. I feel this welcome, kind of reassurance vibe whenever I see someones face. And when I see someone smile I can't help but feel this burst of light inside my ( Read more... )

There are so many people in Portland. It's so busy, but so not busy at the same time. People are always out walking, biking and driving going to stores, drinking coffee, drinking beers..It's always beautiful here. Today is was dark, then it sprinkled, then it was cool, not the suns out shining over everything and it's all wet and fresh and ( Read more... )

Wow, it seems like my birthday was so long ago and it was just yesterday. I feel like so much has already happened. Mostly it feels like a lot of personal growth. I have been in somewhat of a rut lately. I think it's healthy to be in ruts sometimes as long as you learn something from them and grow from it. I'm pretty sure I'm learning. I know I'm ( Read more... )

I hate reading my past journals. All I ever talk about is how I crave intimacy. I say the same thing in every journal. I guess that's Ok. I make it seem like that's all there is to life. Intimacy, love, affection. No, that's not all there is, but it is a big part of what I crave and what I enjoy. Those situations and experiences are what makes me ( Read more... )

Lately I am feeling all sorts of things. Mostly good, and not necessarily bad, but just solemn. Kind of melancholy, nostalgic ( Read more... )

lately i have felt pretty good. ever since i went home and i was fed and loved by my family, i have felt good. i love them so much, i try to express it in every way possible and i feel like i will never be able to fully show it. its too big. its like the size of the entire universe. the love that my family gives me is bigger than any love on ( Read more... )