i dont know what im doing. i think eash was talking about me in her journal, not nicely. but anyways. i'll give her the benifit of the dought. im like that... i love this journal thing... her is my mini log journal: www.minilog.com/~dazednconfuzed ( Read more... )

today i went to nic sharrds (spelling) house with amy davis, henri, ange, the other amy, ryan, and nic himself. lol... any way guess how we all fit into amys car... thightly. lol. i was laying acrossed henri, amy,and ange. and greg was in the front seat. and the other amy was driving ( Read more... )

thanks amy... i think you smelled my hair like ten times today. thats ok i beat you! i smelled it all day... lol. it smells so yummy... if you dont like "strawberries 'n cream" then you are crazy... (unless you are one of my friends... then i forgive you) anyways... today was cool... i dont know what else to say about it. lol! well im going to use ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to say other than my life sucks... it really does. my mom told me i cant hang out with my friends anymore... she thinks they are the reason why im doing bad in two classes. she says that they are a bad influence on me... but the only thing i can think of is how they make me happy. im not happy very often... and when i become ( Read more... )

i have no idea what to do anymore because im not good enough for anyone anymore... ppl dont understand that i dont like being alone... i hate it. i really hate it. then ryan goes and breaks up with me... that really makes me feel a lot better. not... it makes me feel like dieing. i mean it too. i feel like laying on the floor bleeding to death. im ( Read more... )

hello every one... im on the phone with carlie... and we have been talking for an hour. lol. about what ever. lol. ange come over tomorrow ok. luv u! anywayz... ppl i'm bi. lol. i think so anyway... whatever ( Read more... )

hey everyone im going out with ryan. and you probably already know this. but if not then you know now. anyway... i dont know why but ppl are mad at him. what ever! he did nothing wrong. i like him and he likes me. and im over chris sooo... it isnt like we are doing something wrong... lol! anyway... ryan if you are reading this.. i'll see you ( Read more... )

today was ok i guess... well i didnt cry if thats what you ppl think. i really didnt cry this time. i dont know now why i was so upset the other times. i wish this whole thing didnt even happen because then i wouldnt have gotten hurt like i did. and then i wouldnt have gone out with him and then i wouldnt have liked him so damn much *tear* then i ( Read more... )

god im so fucking pissed right now...i just wrote the best fucking journal entry and then i lost it cause i fucking hit the wrong button... fuck. chris broke up with me and i didnt cry. i dont know why. im confused and frustrated. and it sucks. im not good at anything, im not a good girlfriend, im not a good friend. im not anything ( Read more... )

today was so cool... i went to chris's house and he broke up with me on thursday last week so i have no idea why this happend... but anyway... i was at his house today with amy and he gave me like 4 hugs and he chased me around the house tickling me... and then i called him later to ask him something about gabbie... and then oput of like no where. ( Read more... )