like i care... some one is out to get me... im really scared. even if i knew who it was i wouldnt be afraid... im not afraid of anything sorry... but yea... i lover my gabby. i lover all of the ppl that talk to me... lol. cause for some reason life is clearer after what stephanie said to me on the computer. i understand why ppl sometimes just dont ( Read more... )

i was bored so i changed my journal myself... yay! i lover jessy tepin... she told me how to do it and i did... bye all. im not going to keep it like this im just playing around but i have to got to bed so i'll do it tomorrow...

bye...

love always and forever,
lauren

ppl... i dont even know what to do anymore. i do try to hard to make friends and i know i need to stop being so annoying. but like amy said ... ppl have their moments. i so agree with that... but i know i have that moment alot. im not going to explain myself to anyone cause i dont have to. but im trying to change... im trying to go back to myself. ( Read more... )

well it wasnt today that was fun it was yesturday and this morning... im going to get my hair dyed a natural dark auburn... i had it before. but you guys didnt know me then... so tomorrow morning my mom is dropping me of at my grandmas... ((like at 10am)) and then my aunt sherry is going to get me and take me to get the color and then we are going ( Read more... )

OMG look at this journal... i love jessy tepin so0o0o0 much. look at what she did to my journal.i love this. she's doing the same thing to my other one... numb2tha_bone ( Read more... )

well today was nothing special. i went to school. gave stephie my money so she could get me cigs so that i dont take hers when im over there. and thats all. i had a gig after school (certicy of nick) and then i went to brett's house but we couldnt stay, so i went home. did my chores and now i have to go to my grandmas' cause my mom is haing poker ( Read more... )

i lost 8 lbs in like 4 days because of not eating and only drinking water. it works if you use diet pills too. well for me it helps. it gives me energy to burn and thats what helps me lose weight. but anywho... enough of that... my mom wont let me go anywhere. i think i should od on ibeprofine (spelling oop's) lol. im not going to. but if i ever ( Read more... )

anyways... to many ppl and they are all confuseing me... i love amy, amy, stephanie, ange, eash, carlie, and a whole lots more... but yea anywayz... this weekend i smoked pot and it was fun. me and steph didnt go to bed till like 2 o'clock sunday morning. then we dont know why... but we woke up at like 6 am. then we got up like at 9-9:30 am. then ( Read more... )

i havent written in here in a long time... but any who. i have lots to say... ppl if you dont really like me then dont fucking talk to me... please! i cant deal with miss patty gone and im not going ot have any christmas shit and like i dont get anything for my sweet 16th b-day party either... like i cant take having ppl pretend to like me... it ( Read more... )