i have this feeling right now, and i dont like it, its something deep inside me and its makin me uncomfortable. i know what is causing it, and i tried to avoid seeing it, but just adverting my eyes didnt help, i still knew it was going on. but it really shouldnt bother me. no rules were broken. there are no rules really set but 3. goddamnit i wish ( Read more... )

is it just me or does deoderant have the combined scent of alcohol and like flowers or something, maybe grass, or tress, something like that?

is it bad that when i hang out with my azn friend angie we both start talkin really fast and like we are angry black women from the south?

ok, i feel the relief, i was scared, but now am better, i feel bad for being a drama queen, but i guess we all have our moments.... i relized i tend to take things out of context occasionally and jump to conclusions, this needs to stop. i need help. but i am happy he is ok, and feel like an idiot for panicing.

im worried about him, he left a post that worries me, i havent heard from him today, i hope he is ok, i dont think i have ever been this worried about someone in my entire life... he tells me not to worry about him, but this time i cant help it.... i am a wreck.... i need him to talk to me and tell me he is ok and alive..... if anything happend to ( Read more... )

pretty much i dont feel as sick today as i did yesterday, which is good because i hate being sick and even more so when i like to go out and have fun on the weekends and a sick nick on the weekend makes no one happy, mostly because i bitch about being sick and not being able to do things urg.... but anyhoot, so i am totally bored, i had a ( Read more... )

soo pretty much exactly two weeks ago to the day i was sick with this nasty ass sore throat and tonsil swelling of doom..... well i wake up this morning and i am feeling it come back again! this does not make nick happy!! mostly because i know my mom is going to be uber psyco bitch and not let me go out this weekend! and i must get out! i must see ( Read more... )

I hate my parents sometimes, i mean my mom is pretty freakin cool most of the time, but when my dad calls me out and makes me go have lunch with him we always get in agruments about money and school and such and then i bring that home and my mom gets all stressed out and so i sit here and have to calm her down about it and everybody is all freakin ( Read more... )

I AM SICK OF PEOPLE AND THEIR CLOSE MINDED ATTITUDES, I AM NOW BEING LECTURED BY SOMEONE WHO I THOUGHT WAS FRIEND ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE I AM FROM WHAT I DID THIS WEEKEND AND HOW HE HAS NO RESPECT FOR ME ANYMORE. PEOPLE SHOULD FUCKIN STATE A CONCERN IF THEY HAVE IT BUT DONT FUCKIN LECTURE ME, I DONT NEED IT. IT WILL ONLY MAKE ME ANGRY AND THAT ISNT ( Read more... )