i have never felt so empty, but never felt so calm, but at the same time such an unstable wreck,things change day to day, for the better or for the worse, but truth and hope will lead you on your way, to something new or something refurbished, to something strong or something stronger, what ever it is, it is waiting for me, but time is the only ( Read more... )

so yeah, today....hmmm.... so well lets just jump right into the juicy part of the day, i was sitting in the smoking lounge at evcc and my friend holly was stumbling and tripping over her own feet on her way to the lounge, so i went to go help her, we got her into the lounge (ok its more of a wooden hut) and she said she has been having small ( Read more... )

sitting at monroe's house making characters out of pipe cleaners and then making a story out of them....yes this has happend.....it was quite entertaining actually, i had a blast! haha! woot! ok, so i have lost my mind, guilty as charged!! hahahahahahahahahaha

so yeah, pretty much school is kicking my ass, ok well anthropology and russian are kicking my ass, i understand anthro, but russian is a no go, i am talking to an advisor tomorrow about dropping the class because well i frankly hate it and want it to be the end of life. not to mention since it is a night class i have shit luck trying to get a job ( Read more... )

well, it has happend, i am officially in college.... help!! i like my classes for the most part, but still, summer is over. and my schedual times suck, i like not having school until 10 am and all, but i have soo many breaks and a night class, who the hell is going to hire someone with a day and night class? urg, well i guess i just gotta suck it ( Read more... )

omg!! so today i went to the free all american rejects concert at the everett mall, and it was truely amazing!! i had a blast, the show was awesome, and a got to see a bunch of people i havent seen in a long while! and my friend danielle, was there and she works for a website call mercusial sound (i am not too sure on the spelling) and she was ( Read more... )

well this post comes alittle late, but i have now found the most amazing guy in the world, he makes me feel really special. i didnt think it was possible for someone as great as him to like someone like me. he asked me out at Next Level 4 Ever on Friday night (technically it was Saturday morning). so i know have the greatest and sweetest boyfriend ( Read more... )

i thought my night was all better, and i was ready for bed and sleepy time, and then i find out that one of my best friends, wasnt at work when he was going to be picked up and no one knows where he is. goddamn it! i hate always fucking worring over people! i wish my fucking emotions could for once be put to rest, and let me live my life as a ( Read more... )

so i know i have been on here the last few days bitching about my problems and stuff, ya know the little shit. and then i realize i have spent soo much time worrying over my little problems that some of my best friends are having much bigger problems that i should help them with. on of my best friends got her wallet stolen today, and it is ( Read more... )

so i am still not too sure what is going on in my head but i think i am feeling better....i think so anyways. i am in such a blah mood, that i really dont know what i am thinking if i am thinking at all, i get mixed thoughts about alot of stuff.... seriously i am having a million thoughts a second about millions of things, trying to figure things ( Read more... )