long day today. photo lab is the equivalent of death. i have a project due on monday, which consists of 5 long range shots, 5 short range shots, and 3 reversals/merges. however it would have been just the 10 range shots if some people in my class didn't ask to do more work...like who asks for more work!! i wonder what is wrong with these people ( Read more... )

i'm being really lazy now and majorly procrastinating because i have a paper due wednesday that i could start since i have nothing else to do. however, i have decided to just sit around, go on myspace haha, the usual. last night was sooo incredibly cool! i saw michale graves at the hamilton st. cafe and it was probably the best show that i have ( Read more... )

my spring break is this week. i don't really consider it much of a spring break considering it's cold out haha, but like atleast i don't have to go to school right? it just sucks cause i don't really know anyone that has off this week, most people have off next week. so basically i have nothing to do and it's kinda sucky. so like if you have ( Read more... )

i wish i had ice cream in my house, specifically chocolate peanut butter or vanilla peanut butter chunck because i want it alot. today was stupid...i mean tuesdays are usually lame in general because i have computers, spanish, and art history, but today i didn't even go to computers or spanish because of "girl issues" that suck really bad today. ( Read more... )

feeling insecure and vulnerable is nothing new to me.

it's really yucky outside. i don't really like when it rains for extended periods of time. it just makes me feel really lazy and not want to do anything, not like i would be anyways, but yeah haha. let's see...christmas and new years were good. i got some nice clothes, makeup, jewelry, and movies for christmas. carmen got me a pretty star ( Read more... )

well i came home on seton hall on thursday, and i can offically call my self a satan hall survivor now. turns out i didn't know about all these things that i had to take care of before i left. i had to get these withdrawl papers signed and return my laptop(which i knew about). so yeah...i'm so happy it's over and done with now, it actually seems ( Read more... )

hi..it's friday and i am actually still at satan hall. the reason why? i have a dance competition tomorrow at farleigh dickinson u. i also have to peform at the winter ball tonight, we are doing a christmas tap dance haha. the competition should be alright, things are starting to come together better now that we have practiced the dances more. ( Read more... )

it's been quite a while since i updated last. i went home this weekend, as i have been doing every weekend for a while. i seriously think i have only stayed at school for 2 weekends since i've been here. it's just pretty much beat here on the weekends and i would rather go home and do nothing than sit here and do nothing. thursday i had a trial ( Read more... )

it seems like everyone else is having fun at college except for me? is this my fault, or is it just because seton hall is stupid and i am not interested in anything that i am learning. i have realized that i don't want to work behind a desk and i just want to do something that makes me happy and that i am actually interested in. maybe this is ( Read more... )