Just got back from the dentist..woooo! Got 3 hours of sleep then had to get up to go get my root canal and 2 fillings, wasnt bad tho..they gave me the anistesia stuff so I was as loopy as it gets..my dentist is hott to, so thats a plus hahaha. Yo I felt like I was on a permenent 2 hour Air Duster high..Shellster you tihnk we used to have fun with ( Read more... )

In a few hours my plane leaves for new york..fun right? ofcourse...heh. Find all that bad news out yesterday PLUS go to my hair appt. after the doctors appt. and the hair salon fucked my hair up...goddamnit life just loves me! Now I have to go to new york as a bronze/reddish/brownish head girl that knows when she gets back she has to have the most ( Read more... )

You know whats fuckin great? gettin a call from the gyno saying u have to come in for a emergency visit then getting there to be told there are 3 stages of cervix cancer, 1 meaning its developing, 2 meaning its developed but can be cut out, and 3 meaning its deadly..then being told ur on the 2nd stage! how fuckin great huh? Oh how I love life..or ( Read more... )

Why is it that the things we hate still have enough of an importance to taunt us and make us who we are today? I generally dispise more than I love, but too me passion could never fall to second place. I've always feared being too dependant on someone of the male species, therfore no matter how much I love someone there will always be those trust ( Read more... )

the FUNNIEST thing in the fuckin world jus happened LOL IM FIXIN TO PISS MYSELF, so everyone remembers the nutkase i dated and lost my virginity to lonnnng ago, Richard? well his new girlfriend/fiance/playdough face wutever u wanna call her contacts me online to tell me if i dont quit callin his cell phone shes goin to hunt me down? LOL WHY IN THE ( Read more... )

Im soooooooooooo fuckin irritated! Dont kno why but EVERYONE is pissing me off, I feel like murdering the world!! lol..then being the only living human! Mayb I jus get irritated too easy? hmm who knows! but i wanna shoot someone, stab someone, skream at someone, and just take a random person and shake them til they go into convulsions!!!!!!! okay ( Read more... )

I can show you something so much more the words if you just look into my eyes.  Can I be your favorite girl? Can I be your favorite Whore? Can I be your favorite fuck..& so much more?  Would you ever miss my messy hair, my lipstick smears, my morning breath, my uncontrollable fears? Name your price, cuz with my game I can spit any amount I want, ( Read more... )

Im so fuckin irritated that I feel like takin a butcher knife and stabbing 5 million holes in the wall and jus ripping it to fuckin shreds!! grr I got bored so went on a little spree through all my clothing, I have millions and millions of tops & a pretty large amount of jeans, but Im sitting here tryin on clothes gettin cute outfits together as i ( Read more... )

Maybe noone's ever listening, Maybe my mind's always in a twist, Maybe I'm not the prettiest, Maybe I'm always pissed, but it's me..get over it. I don't believe in most goodbyes, Loyalty is all I crave, I have morals you'll never understand & I'll never be anyone's slave..I'm real.  I live for self-respekt, I breathe to have my own pride, I'm often ( Read more... )

Depth in the absence of beauty, Knowledge in the absence of power, you have the capability to be exactly who you were meant to be. Grasp all of your possessions, for you could lose them in the blink of your eyes. Dream of a non-existent forever, indulge in the scent of decay, we're only born to rot lyke the rest. Glamour can't buy happiness & ( Read more... )