fuck the subject this ones for me

[holo_roze]

What can i say a million shitty thoughts and a million contridicting emotions. I saw my mom tonight at the hospital. She had a son Caleb John 8 pounds 9 ounces 22 inches. I have no feelings about that. Yet again i was an outsider in my own "family". The treated Jordan cooly which really PISSED me off. My sister was yet AGAIN a bitch. Then there's 3

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petty problems?

[ikeyikey]

Okay number one...I have no problems right now. I don't understand what I did to you that was so wrong. It had nothing to do with you until now and the only reason your mad is because I supposedly called Jordan a whore, which didn't happen. You can beleive what you like but all you are pulling is something I used to do and ignoring me isn't going to solve anything. The only reason I yelled is because you have no reason to ignore me...but thats your choice. Obviously I didn't mean all that much to you...which I can learn to accept. You don't have to talk if you don't want but I'll listen if you want to.

actually yeah petty problems

[holo_roze]

Ike you pissed me off when you yelled cause you wouldnt know that not only was my mom having her baby that day which you cant even fathom how i felt, but THESE ARE MY LAST FUCKING DAYS HERE!!! Obviously i didnt mean much to you if all you can do is bitch and yell at me! And if you can call Jordan a whore (and you said believe what i want and that's what i believe since I HEARD IT!) than how can i expect you won't do the same to me? You have no fuckin clue what real problems are. Live through a real problem and your "problems" will seem like blessings. I'm not saying my life is god awful im saying im going through some shit so GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK!!!! I dont need this drama and thats what this is right here i need support which you can handle right now. I cared about the ike i knew not the one who's only friend is pot and when i back off since thats you're only friend i get the guilt trip for being a bad friend.......... this comment is over

Re: actually yeah petty problems

[ikeyikey]

I don't have a complaint in the world right now other than whats goin on with you and Jordan...and things are alright with Jordan....I turned down pot today and I want to talk to you without yelling but I just couldn't stop myself. I'll find you tomorrow during lunch and we can talk. I'm sorry about all of this.

[holo_roze]

sounds good.... talk to you then