You know the feeling ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the roughest nights I've ever experienced and I'll never do it again. An ex girlfriend of mine came over last night...and I got drunk hoping to hide the feelings, but all it did was piss her off...and she pushed me away again. I cried for a solid hour outside...I honestly love the girl more than anything else in this world ( Read more... )

This could possibly be it. My entire life is falling completely apart and I don't think I can handle the weight on my shoulders. My friends, the friends I have, have deserted me. My girlfriend, now ex, is getting sent off for 3 weeks for no reason at all. Another friend of mine got arrested today and she is on house arrest till the 7th and she ( Read more... )

Only one thing has happened...Tara dumped me. Thats all there is to say.

Okay...me and Tara have been together for a week and 2 days and it is definately not what i thought it would be. She can be the sweetest girl ever...i mean she told me she loved me...and it made my day and she can be a good girlfriend..but there are times when she doesn't act like I'm around. Like yesterday, she ignored me for 2 passing periods ( Read more... )

Today has been a really messed up day. I mean I got to school late (wonder why? lol) and I didn't get to see Tara..and any of you who know me knows what happened last night and I was hoping she would make it at least a little better. But of course, things had to slip up and for some reason shes acting a little shady and I dunno what to hink. I ( Read more... )

Here lately things have gotten so much better...with Tara and everything...life is good...but still high times. I need to stop so bad...but i just...don't want to? I dunno...I'm supposed to be clean but I'm not too stressed about it...I just have to be able to pass a piss test at the end of this month (which my sister will cover). But with me ( Read more... )

I'm in 3rd period...and I'm in the library and I decided to update. Things have improved...beyond beleif. I'm going out with Tara Taylor...and she is exactly what i was looking for. She's everything I look for in a girl. She's perfect in every aspect...and she has changed my mind about everything. I was going to move to Kentucky wiht my uncle ( Read more... )

I wrote earlier today and a lot has happened since...I went fishing with AJ and Daniel Hall and his gf tonight and I heard some shit. Sissy Holman...nobody will know this other than the people who read this...but this girl...theres something about her I can never get enough of. She is the type that I can stand to be around whenever and its been ( Read more... )

Okay...I'm at school and its like 1 and I'm completely truent. I was supposed to go back to class(I was in the nurses office) but I said fuck that since I'm in Geometry and I'm failing that class horribly. So I'm in the library and I'm updating this because its been forever since I've actually written something. Here lately...things have gotten ( Read more... )