well it's a plain and simple question in life that pops in and out of our daily lives frequently... and you'd think by now everyone would have the answer to this question... well if we all had this answer this world would be a better place for all of us b/c we'd all know what we want in that special person ( Read more... )

the way i see things now is it feels like i am unreal... i mean just everything around me is happening so fast... in less that 30 days i will be officially in college studying hard... that's a shock... and then well having to quit a job i love... and that's workin at Rogel Ice Company... not to many ppl would understand what it's all about down ( Read more... )

well lately i've been doin a lot of thinking as usual... b/c that's all i do life sucks... so what else should i do.. well really the same things for some reason keep poppin into my head... the thing i don't understand is what is the difference whether i think bout it or not? seriously i can either choose to think about the matter and it's there ( Read more... )

it's been awhile so i figure i misawhile update again... considering that only a handful read this thing...or heck everyone could but does anyone ever reply? fuck no lol only a handful do and that's awesome for those who did other than that i better get some feedback ( Read more... )

well i've given it some thought and i've decided to write about me... and how i want perceived in life by others... and maybe how u will perceive me... so here we go ( Read more... )

well i know it's been awhile and i'm sorry for the hold up but i needed sometime to think bout some shit and frankly i really haven't been in the mood to write in this thing but now i'm back so with out further redue... i bring to u ... "WHAT'S BEEN ON MY MIND... WHAT'S UP WITH MY LIFE... AND FURTHER MORE... SOME MORE HOLTZ PHILOSOPHY ( Read more... )

well i've been doin somethin thinkin bout some shit and i've come to this conclusion.... what are the things important in life? well here's what i think ( Read more... )

well yes it's been quite awhile since i've updated this thing so i figured "NOW IS THE TIME TO WRITE THIS JOURNAL, WIPE YOUR SPIT FROM MY FACE, WIPE THESE TEARS FROM MY EYES" lol such excitement from an old school song if u didn't know hatebreed i will be heard... well it's time to be heard again so here we go ( Read more... )

well it's the same old same old in my life... so here's the update... if u wanna call it that ( Read more... )

well lately life's just been passin me by the same old thing... go to school... go to work ... come home and do jack... so really what good is it all? well lately i've been wondering about that and i've come to the conclusion that for about 96% of the people in this world including me... we will have to go through a daily cycle everyday for the ( Read more... )