I never thought that I could be...who I am, I never thought that I could see...where I was, I never thought that all this was...just wasn't me...I always thought that all this could never be. I never thought, that I could be...who I am, I never thought that I could see...where I was, I never thought that all this was...just wasn't me...I ALWAYS ( Read more... )

Well since i never write in this anymore I'm giving it back to Johnny boy. By the way... Timmy says I fucking suck and everyone who reads my journal sucks too. haha. He loves me though... I know he does. I have a xanga... the username is fhstarsix. I never write in that either though. I might start writing in it but I make no promises. So ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

This Christmas was a strange one. I didn't really get excited for it at all... it kinda snuck up on me. I'm glad Cammie came home for the holidays. It's good to see all his old friends again and everything. Plus, I think my mom would have had a complete breakdown if he wouldn't have been able to get home for ( Read more... )

so... im in a really good mood right now. i havent done any homework for the past two nights and, miraculously, ive lived. it kinda makes me think that maybe ive been stressing out wayyyy too much over stupid school. i just talked to rj and we talked about prom and we decided we're definitely going together. i'm soooo excited!!! im such a dork ( Read more... )

cogito2much: you know its like being in jail for 5 years without conjugal visits, you know any sex is good sex <--- quote from Marcus about my livejournal entry ( Read more... )

this week has sucked majorly. the end of the marking period brings deadlines and due dates and thus ridiculous amounts of stress and ridiculously small amounts of sleep. to top off a horrible week at school, i can no longer go to the john mayer concert tonight because i can't get anyone to work for me. i wanted to go so incredibly bad too... im ( Read more... )

Last night I got in a fight with Court K... It made me think really hard about how I've changed in the past few months. She told me I'm a snob and I think and act like I'm better than everyone else. At the time I just thought she was being a bitch but now I realize that she was just being a good friend by saying something that has needed to be ( Read more... )

I worked tonight... I love working with Aly she's so much fun. We manage to get shit done and still have time to chill ( Read more... )

This weekend with fun, with the exception of my little fight with Molly, but we're pretending that never happened so thats a nonissue. lol. Honestly though, I'm so glad we got that worked out. It was on my mind big time ( Read more... )

Numb is the new deep. Done with the old me. I'm over the analyzing tonight. Stop trying to figure it out... Deep will only bring you down. - John Mayer ( Read more... )