I love you because I can trust that everythings going to be okay.... somehow you make it seem that way. I love you because every morning when I wake up your lying there next to me, and you couldn't look more serene. I love you because you understand that were going to fight, argue and not want to be with each other sometimes. I love you because you ( Read more... )

I've just received two new books called "The Cures THEY Dont Want You To Know About". And within those pages it explains the corporate world, government, how to heal yourself from illnesses and how more than half the foods we eat are processed and HORRIBLE for our bodys....making us fat! Its a serious matter. It not only affects us physically but ( Read more... )

Hi Dee... it would be nice to see you again. Its been awhile. One of these days I'll find some time and call you. I promise. Sondra says hello too. Im feeling better now. Thats usually how it works though. You feel good, you feel bad, you feel good, you feel bad. And up and down and up and down as the world spins around and around and around. Im ( Read more... )

Life is too much of sad and happy and blah and unknown curious anxiety that I could ever attempt to explain, describe or even fucking understand. I wish.. I wish so much. I pray, I pray so hard and I cry. And I cry and cry and cry and cry as I wonder to myself...do I hafe to go through this? Could someone please help me out a little bit, Im really ( Read more... )

IM BAAAACK! Is anybody out there?  When you never thought there was, there is. So now that I've graduated, I've moved into a house with Sven, my wonderful boyfriend. We've been together for a year and a half now. Things have been tough and I've never wanted to change certain traits within myself so much untill now. House projects like painting, ( Read more... )

Yes, high school will be over soon. Nothing more than a memory of the past, blurred into nothing with the time. And good thing, because sometimes I feel so different from everyone eles I fear going insane.

Right now, in sweet harmony. Completely finished with my Senior Project. Listening to some jazzy electronica beats on the head-phones. Wearing my sexy blue and black corsett that I'll present with a certain skirt for my birthday. I'll eat half a chocolate and watch the stars fall from the sky. Sven will be by my side, yes. We'll be very high. ( Read more... )

Today is the first day of March. The sky is blue and the ball in the sky continues to shine brightly. From now on it will only get hotter and hotter as it changes position in the atmosphere. Last night I inserted the white cream into my vagina. I feel much betta now. I wont work today and I'll be able to do many things.

My head feels full and active. I dont know half of whats going on in there. Ever since that night my dreams have been dramatic and slighty disturbing...I remember each one. But I think it will cease soon enough. But what does it all mean? There's so much. And I love. It's stronger than before and more different than I could've imagained. The sun ( Read more... )

Alright...off I go. Some other new experience right around the corner is silently beckoning me by name. Astounding really.