There is just so much to ponder all the time, how is there limitless anything and everything on earth, yet it always seems that there is nothing anywhere. I feel so trapped all the time, i just wanna move away, if this new band doesnt work out i think im gonna move out of state and find a job and try it out somewhere else, this scene is getting old ( Read more... )

its so easy to leave, but so hard to walk away, i wish she could feel my thoughts, i know she is still in there somewhere, but the only one who can save her is herself

yea, so rene isnt answering her cell, probobly sleeping since its midnight now and everything, and kyle is busy with jacki right now, and i dont like talking to anybody else really, so ill talk to this journal...like a loser, anyways, so yea ( Read more... )

so, dramafest is over, thankgod, and sorry for that......yea

in other news

i am saddened and dismayed to inform you all that......
mike chopped off his fro
so no more calling him
afro
big hair
ramen noodles
disco stu
been wallace
whitie wallace
fro fro
fro

or any i couldnt think of

:(
im worried about rene i havnt heard from her tonight and neither her or steph are online and she isnt answering her cell

i just want this weekend to all be over

im so fucking sick of all this stupid bullshit, im the biggest fuck up faggot ass little bitch in the world, so much shit happened tonight, its been a building up shit pile for the last week or so, and it just exploded in my face tonight, im sick of living like this, i just wanna get the fuck out, i just almost got into a fight with my dad, he was ( Read more... )

I JUST HAD LIKE A 3 MINUTE PEACEFUL CONVERSATION WITH TOPI OMG ( Read more... )

yea, whoever happened to read the entry i put around 3 in the morning, ignore it, pretend it didnt happen...it was just a bad night i guess...im sorry to everybody who had to read that useless crap, and blah blah blah, anyways yea....bad night, and i didnt wanna call and wake rene/ruin her time with steph, and kyle wasnt answering his cell so.... ( Read more... )

Yea, so im home sick/alone today, i couldnt sleep last night cause i was caughing all night, and everytime i got comfortable i would either cough myself into moving or my dad and whoever was here were being so loud that i was irritated like eff, i got to sleep finally around like 3 or 4 or something, but by that time i had already turned off my ( Read more... )

Ok, so last night me and tub tub went to go see black label society, so ill do a breif summary for whoevers interested ( Read more... )