hey so i havent written in a while...to end this drama a friend of mine told me that he has been talkin to my ex and im making his life harder by being honest and that i should just give up and move on and not say anything about this again. well hes right, i didnt mean to make n e ones life n e harder i just did it incase i died tomorrow i wouldnt ( Read more... )

ok well everyone knows all about my first love, well it seems that i have broken up with two boyfriends just to be with him and i turn my world upside down and everytime i get brushed off like i was nothing...why do i put myself through that? why should i care so much when its pointless all im gonna do is get brushed off again and plus i have a ( Read more... )

ok where to begin...on you say you dont want to pull anyone down with you and you dont want them to be part of your ending chapter because it will only hurt them but what do you say to a person who has been a part of your life the whole time, that you just brushed off and left on the side, just so that they could watch your life go by and wish ( Read more... )

ok i have to say first off you never get over your first love but you get hurt then you learn to move on and your love changes but never ends...well i heard an ex of mine broke up with his girlfriend recently, well yeah im happy and not because i want him back but i dont but i consider him a friend of mine and if n e one hurts a friend of mine i ( Read more... )

i went out to eat at chilies and i saw two people i used to know. but its odd how i can remember them and im almost positive that they didnt remember me. it boggles my mind. then i got back to my dads house and he has all my dance pictures hanging up and i looked at them and the face of the guy i went with was colored in and he had horns drawn on ( Read more... )

yo im chillin at school and i dont even start for another like 3 or 4 days...whats wrong withthis picture hmmmm. lol yeah i havent writen in a while so lets fill in all my friends on what i think about their lives....lanzetta i miss you and i think that everyone sucks so dont be down and upset, school is starting soon and you'll be with me and B ( Read more... )

wow im so glad my friend bridget as well as all my other friends have online journals now we wont feel like we are losing contact with the person because we know everything they are feeling. on bridgets journal so quotes a passage from matthew(its in the bible!) about loving all those who hate you etc. i love that passage because its so true and ( Read more... )

yeah its like 9 am im crazy for getting up at 8 am but whatever. i offered to check movie times for tonight so charlie and i could go to a movie and i have work for 10:30-5 so i had to get up so i could go all the way to my dads house and use the computer...never offer to do n e thing! but i dont mind b/c i might go see a movie tonight and i work ( Read more... )

yeah my life couldnt be n e better right now. im off school, weathers great, my car still sucks but its not n e worse, i made new friends, i like this awesome guy, i just got rebaptized wed night...everything is great but last night i was so depressed and i had no reason not to be happy but i was which is stupid but whatever. then im all sad for ( Read more... )

omg i knew i had boy issues but when they go away i hang with michelle and she gets them...why cant you boys just grow up and stop acting like you are two. if you like a girl and dont want her with n e one else ask her out or make sure she knows that the both of you are just dating eachother, let girls know how you feel. so if she starts dating ( Read more... )