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I never really realized how great i had it with Katie till i tried to be with someone else and couldnt do it. It was like lieing to myself each day. I Mean with Katie we didnt have to work at it. I mean she put up with alot of my shit and i did the same with her. bute we both knew that we just had to cool down then things would be back to normal. ( Read more... )

I guess i write this to be heard in a way. To get out what i have really say with out really saying it. Just to really be me again. To say exactly what i have to say without hiding anything to stop holing back. To let me feel again. Its my own type of therapy. and Sorry all but i cant spell and ive noticed that this does not have spell check. I ( Read more... )

Everyone tries to live their life without regret but by the end of their life i believe everyone regrets at least one thing. Ive made it 21 years without regret. But now i think and look back and regret not going to go see her cause then just maybe i would not have lost her. She has been the only person. Ive given everything to her and i did it ( Read more... )

Since your've been gone i haven't felt the same
I want to come see you
Its hard to say how i feel with the year thats gone by
I wish i could turn back time
Since you've been gone it just not the same
Cause Im the one waiting for you
Its hard to stay stron to make it back to you

ok i am going to try and get everything out that is in my head and in my heart. i dont even know were to begin well i broke up with alex because i realized that i will never be able to give him what he needs. what he need and wants is somthing i cant give. anyway i have found out so much shit out about myself well i already knew it but i now ( Read more... )

Here I am lost again ( Read more... )

ok here it is there is a guy alex he is a great guy and i have not felt this way since deidre. he make me feel like a princess and i am not use to that but i love it. i dont know how to explain it i just really like him the crazy thing is that i have only meet him once and he is Limons older brother but she is ok with this. plus i am going down to ( Read more... )

well i have been at the WOUNDERFULL camp johnson for the past 2 mounth and i am just now going to start school in the next few week but that is not what i plan on talking about. i just dont know what to do anymore the more i stay here the more i realize that i am not like everyone else i have a heart i have a hard time hurting people of and my ( Read more... )

if you talk to me enough and know me well enough you should understand my rambling that i am bout to do if you don sorry but i probably dont want you to know anyway. alright i finally have time to sit and vent. well were to start i love the corps it is just in me. but here is the this i am in a perdicamenat (?) i am most likely just going to like ( Read more... )