I don't know why Im so afraid...He'll find someone prettier, smarter, (better at halo) just all around better than me and i will be regretting ever comming back from florida...Im also afraid of when he goes to college, hell see college girls and they'll be perfect...w/e till next week (after disney)...till then ( Read more... )

Well its finally friday...tomorrow we head off to disney world....fun fun fun, whooo hoo im so excited....thank god for sarcasm. 1 week down 2 more to go....i wonder how much more of this "family bonding" i can really take. I miss you all so much. God life is so boring right now hat i think SCHOOL was more eventful than this...i'd rather be in ( Read more... )

man it's so boring here. I miss you all, especially Jason of course. I miss him so much it hurts sometimes. Ilove him with everything thats in me. Which is probably hwy I feel jealous of everyone who he hangs out with...it sad really. Its only because i still can't see him for another 2 and a half weeks :( I hate being away from him. Its not ( Read more... )

FL sux I've cried hysterically everyday now and i still have 21 more daay s of the wretched hell to go through....I miss Jason (even thought he desnt miss me as much) w/e I miss everyone so much and this misery is going to kill me i swear it. I think we are going to se Charlie and the Chocolate Factory today.....that will be the frist "fun" place ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like this ( Read more... )

Why do I make my life a living hell ( Read more... )

I love everyone so much ( Read more... )

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so I haven't talked to Jason ALL DAY. I no that's like u know the most retarded thing i've ever said before because its like, oooo awhole day who cares u'll see him tomorrow. so not the point. I need to find out if he's driving me to school tomorrow and if so what time. What is the point of havinga cell phone that u don't turn on or answer it ( Read more... )