i cant put everything to private because when they periodically check it it will seem like i have something to hide if i wont let them access it.
i dont even care anymore.
his parents are psycho.
and now i have to go up for his birthday, but i know im going to be miserable the whole time i'm there.

... ... ... ...grrrrr... ...

i think i'm going to cancel my livejournal.
and my facebook.
and my myspace.
and my xanga.
and my deviantart.

Justin's mom and dad read everything of mine online except this because they didnt know i had it.
i feel like i've been raped via the internet.

i'm back in decatur.
aaand my boss is a whore.
i could have stayed with Justin a whole nother week.
stupid old lady.

i'm here with Justin.
i'm happy.
it will all be over wednesday.
then it's back to being alone.

aaaahhhh its the first day working at hot topic aaaaaannnd i dont want to go because im lazy and dont want to work two jobs.
but i leave for detroit on friday.
thats pretty awesome.
not gonna lie.

so i wrote a song.
eh, it's not too bad.
still no friends on my livejournal.
that makes me sad...haha, okay not really but hey i don't bite.

staley told me i was pretty.
he took pictures.
they turned out well.
who knows where it could go?

my boyfriend.
his exgirlfriend.
she broke up with her boyfriend.
where does that leave me?

i miss IWU.
i dont know anybody on livejournal.
i really dont need another account.
but hey why not?