I forget that I'm a member here. I want to use this opportunatey to do something positive for all of us here at Homeless Muses. We all have talked about how we wish that we could find a home. Well... I have a home. It's small and only has one person there, camuigackt. But maybe, our home could be a home for some of you too. itcertainlyis is our small home. I know ( Read more... )

How do you deal with having memories of friends you don't know you have, physically, with you? How do you live with having a best friend that only exists within your mind and nowhere else?

I'm too new to this. I don't know or understand how to.

I'm looking for something. A place where I can exist. A place where I can belong.

But I don't know where that is.

I found this place, not too long ago. Maybe I can find what I'm looking for here.

Sayonara.

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It has been a year since I joined this place. It has been a year since I met someone special and they, in turn lead me to know the very people that I do now. A year of recording and performances and touring. So many nights spent talking of musical matters, of holding best kept secrets, and of strengthening that which was already present in ( Read more... )

what do you do when you see your husband fading away from his existence? when he has only one person in a tiny universe to hold onto, and he has such a hard time talking to anyone even his own husband. what do you do? i'm at a loss. *sigh*

Maybe I should just disappear.

What a way to start the new year ( Read more... )

I move from one world, and fuck up another.

I give up.

Thanks, you, where ever you are. You made me feel welcome.

There's so many things I want to say, to purge from my mind and body, but I'm afraid that it would break me, and whomever I told it all to, to thousands of shattered pieces.