I LOVE HALLOWEEEEEEEENNNNNNN ( Read more... )

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I saw him walking in the road in twinbrook, later i called to ask him the question flat out. He replied with stuttering and the "i dont know"'s and ended with the "i have to shovel we'll talk a bout this later"

later?

because there is a later. There will only be a later if he creates it.

(and i wanted to scream, you have been the biggest influence ( Read more... )

I was so endowed in success I forgot about the

You&Me

Sun&Stars

Smile&Laugh

Drinks&Sex

I worked only to be your everything. And I yours; so when the hearts broke we were left with

Not even the pleasurable silence [Not even the expected accepted nothing]

And I keep this on my ankle. To take it off would ( Read more... )

So heres the deal:

I NEED TO GET A JOB because i'm loving my schedual and i cant keep it if i dont do something productive.

First Period : English with Daniel, Shannon, Marley, Ben, Mark, Mary (who didnt even acknowledge that i was sitting across from her..)

Second Period : Entrepreneurship with Alyssa, Ben, Kevon, Keenan, Chris (bullshit class, ( Read more... )

There once was a boy named Chuck who was pure of heart. That changed when lust came into play. I acknowledged the wrongness and asked about the innocents I once knew. He replied with beauty:

The Chronicles of Me: The Apology, The Excuse & The Plea

My Dearest Allie,

This letter is an apology
It's not an excuse, but it is a plea
For your forgiveness ( Read more... )

I'm currently writing a paper on scapegoating... and the pillars of society being crooked. It makes me smile. But only away from your eyes. I've learned to not put so much trust into others, or myself, because I feel I am always somewhat disappointed. For example: Whenever the weather is warm I walk out of school to the 'smokers corner' with a skip ( Read more... )

and once again I've come to the realizations that:

I will always be

SECOND

choice.

always.

I have this fear in the back of my throat, sufficating me, rising up in between my eyes and making it impossible to see. I'm afraid that I will fail.

. Graduate.ion.

It is only January. I know this. I have until June 9th, 2006 to plan this. But I'd really like him to be there. I'd really like to see them afterwards. I'd really like for them to see ( Read more... )

I want everything, but nothing to ever change, ever

It is my obligation to never do anything

bad

I can't even begin to explain, the thoughts.running.through.my.head.

the scattered letters searching for a place to go onthispaperinfront of me

waiting for me to tell them direction

One day. I will tell you. But not.            now.
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