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[homestarsheep17]

So, the only time I write in this thing is when I have a problem or I need to vent. This time is no different. I have been with Manny for 2 years and almost 3 months. For about 2 years of that time, we have shared a house (and a bed), shared a car, shared a bank account, shared a phone plan, and raised a puppy... Now, its all fading fast. Last week

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[lebebe]

I read this and almost started crying. I know where you are, although I'll admit on a smaller degree. I went through this with Gian, and hear me out cuz people love belittling that relationship, and I don't blame them. But I put everything into that boy. My entire life was his and he destroyed it when I least expected him to. I was devastated. I too started crying in classes and had to excuse myself. I walked around with a constant feeling of having the wind knocked out of me. All I could do was cry, when I woke up, in the car... I know this feels like the worst, scariest, lonliest feeling you've ever had. I want you to know it gets better. Gian and I didn't work out. But you and Manny can. If he tries, you can. It took Gian a month to realize what he had done, and he tried for over a year to get me back but it was too late. It gets better love. Manny's probably scared or confused about how to feel over something, anything, and doesn't kknow how to relate it to you. Maybe he's scared to relate it to you because it deals directly with

[thedarknesswon]

Ouch, yo. Sounds like you could use a friend...so let me know.

[illequipedangel]

1. you always have me as a friend, no matter how many years its been. all you need to do is reach out