We played on each other's emotions. We were young and stupid and reckless.

We. Emphasis on the we.

I felt (feel) just as used as you did (do). So let's get that straight.

I've forgiven you. I've forgiven me. you don't have to forgive me. I understand.

You should forgive yourself. I hate that this journal still exists. I hate the gloating I ( Read more... )

livejournal is getting lame.Livejournal is lame. I think it's high time that i said goodbye, dear friend ( Read more... )

Yaaayyy! number two is on it's way!

i'm due June 30th. Currently 4 months and 1 week. =)

i'm constantly trying to compete. with myself, with the douchebag, with everyone. and for once, i need to tell myself: it doesn't matter what everyone else does with their life. it doesn't affect yours. do what you need to do to make your life the enviable one. if you don't try your hardest, you won't ever see results ( Read more... )

my grandfather was always invincible to me. he was the stubborn as a mule ox of a man that couldn't keep still ( Read more... )

Now that it's all said and done ( Read more... )

It's august 11th, my friends. where does time go ( Read more... )

so first things first:

I'm DETERMINED to lose this baby weight. When i had Annie I was 206lbs. I'm down to 185 lbs (measurement from last Thursday). My starting weight when i got pregnant was 173lbs. My goal is to get down to 140lbs and give myself the leeway of staying at 150lbs. 140 is just the goal. i'd like to ultimately get there, but i'd be ( Read more... )

I only write about severely depressing things. All in all, my life is wonderful ( Read more... )

i always fall for it. i need to stop getting back into that cycle ( Read more... )