i re-read my last entry from January... i decided it was time to change. since January, my daughter is 7 months old, my one year wedding anniversary is tomorrow, i started going to therapy sessions, and even started taking anti-anxiety pills. I feel like a completely different person. in charge, in control... i got sent out to the field for 3 ( Read more... )

I'm alive, i swear.

My little Annie is 3 months old. it's amazing how time flies... it's amazing how easily i'm falling into the role of mom. as easy as it might be... for some reason, there's still that naggingness that i can't get rid of ( Read more... )

Why am i dreading 2009?

i guess because 2008 was really good to me. 2009.... it just looms. and scares me.

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So Annabelle is turning 2 months old on the 22nd. recently, she's been super fussy, drooling like nobody's business, and turning away from food. when i stick my knuckle in her mouth, she CHEWS. she doesn't suck. I honestly can't tell whether her gums are inflamed or not. she coughs every now and then and while she used to be a good sleeper, she's ( Read more... )

i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go back to work. i don't want to go ( Read more... )

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Does anyone else look back and wonder what the hell happened? I feel like i got blindsided by the delorian. 1.21 JIGGOWATTS?! like i woke up here today and wondered where the hell my life went. i'm a college kid one minute and then someone hit the fast forward button to now. They hit the button that no one ever uses on the blender - blend, chop, ( Read more... )