1) HAPPY HALLOWEEN! i never got to put my house decorations up. bummer ( Read more... )

Everyone always sees that doting and ever patient mother on TV happily wiping that smooth baby bottom from an always happy baby. The baby giggling and cooing when the wipe is applied (the complete opposite happens, usually ending up with her screaming bloody murder and peeing all over the blanket you JUST finished washing). the viewer at home feels ( Read more... )

wow. what time is it? where am i? and is she content? are the first three questions when i wake up. at any time that i manage to sleep. it usually comes in bursts: 2 hours here, an hour there, 4 hours there (WOAH). my husband is absolutely amazing and completely in love with our daughter. Being a mom is different and draining - an absolute ( Read more... )

So i carved my pumpkin on Sunday. It's already rotting. -_-

why do i always manage to pick out the ones that are over-ripe?! pfft.

oh well.

There's a reason for everything. I'm convinced of this ( Read more... )

So Dr. Safinski had a doctor's appointment and decided not to take a chance of him not being able to be there and sending one of his partners. So therefore, my induction has been moved to tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

that this day has finally come! I'm gonna be a mom tomorrow. there's so much to do today... but most of it is to quell my anxiety. it's not a bad anxiety, more like a happy excitement. i get to hold my baby girl tomorrow. tomorrow starts a new life. oh my god, i can't explain how this makes me feel. so instead, i will post a to-do list ( Read more... )

ow ow ow ow ow...

that is all.

okay, so remember that quaint little last entry about how im calm and okay with waiting?

FUCK THAT.

get her out. now.

can it be tuesday already?

so, today was a nice surprise. went to my weekly doctor's appointment. Dr. Safinski says that i'm 3 centimeters dilated and 100% effaced. she's nice and low ( Read more... )