I got Engaged Yesterday!!!!!!!! Aydrian asked me to Marry him while we were in the Burj Al Arab. I can't stop looking at the ring. All it wants to do is sit on my Finger and Bling! I have nooooooooo issue with that. I have been in UAE Since Tuesday the 17th. We have had a great trip. 3 nights at the Qamardeen Hotel in Dubai, 2 nights at the Novotel ( Read more... )

It says that it has been 91 weeks since I last posted! WoW! Havent heard anything in that context before ( Read more... )

So this is what the emptiness feels like when its over ( Read more... )

So this is what it feels like to sit here with a bottle of wine, get drunk & read though my journal. Gosh. I never imagined this day would come! I had a fight with Felipe on the phone, called him back, said sorry, still had the shits, im over them now. I attempted to call Paul though. Thank God he didnt answer! I only wanted to call and see how ( Read more... )

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Its been a while! THings have happened, things havent happened! Fifa started this morning. Hola Felipe - hope ur feeling better. Im just about to watch England vs Paraguay i think! I missed the damn Costa Ricans last night! grrrrrrrrr I wanted them to beat Germany ( Read more... )

Shit its been a while since i updated! THere has been goods, there has been bads. Things are ok at the moment. Nothing too special. WOrk is really hectic! it is constant and non stop! My life is just very overwhelming at the moment and im trying to take it the best I can. It doesnt always go the greatest, but im dealing. (This all sounds real ( Read more... )

Omgosh! Im shaking so bad. Kinda like a scared nervous shaking. I Just hung up on Felipe. My Phone Is off, my MSN is off & when someone calls the house...im not home! It has been a pretty crap day for me and him. It was arguing, then everything was kool, then more shit, then everything was kool. I found his myspace tonight...and there was ( Read more... )

Im feeling a little bit better today. I worked really hard today and feel like i have achieved a lot. I have a huge day at work tomorrow, then I have my very first flight centre buzz night - free piss all night & nibblies. YAY! I will be quite intoxicated with my workmates. I have the weekend off which im looking forward to. I just need a bit of a ( Read more... )