"An infant tries to dance as it grows up and dies."  Good song.
Anyway, I have no idea.  Today was all right.  I don't have much to rant about today, so I guess I will rant about losing my Vanilla Coke, lighters, and candy wrappers.
I can't believe I lost my Vanilla Coke.  It is like my god, it's ( Read more... )

So we dropped off my sister and got gum.  Tri-Par was out of ( Read more... )

Yea.  School.  I hate.  It.  And all of them ( Read more... )

Back to normal?  Mostly.  Changed though.  Just a ( Read more... )

Change today.  Yes, I will.  I'm done.  With all of it, all of you.  Change on the outside you may notice, but the inside could remain a secret to you forever.  I need drugs.  But no.  I am not that pathetic.  We may be finding some way to move away from here, or just me.  I will leave.  Somehow.  Done and gone.  Self-mutilation has returned.  Pain ( Read more... )

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.  Amazing movie.  I cried my fucking eyes out.  I love him.  I love him.  I love him.  I love him.  Why do I?  Why, oh, why?  Get it out.  Kill it, kill me.  Tear is away, scrape it off.  Just make it go.  Now.  I hate.  It.  I need....To leave.  Go someplace else.  Far, far away.  Where they can't get me.  ( Read more... )

Holy Jesus.  The movie Taking Lives is so odd.  Yet awesome.  The character Angelina Jolie plays was exactly how I thought I was going to be when I was younger.  Anyway, today was interesting.  After school everything went all out of whack, but whatever.  Then I had a therapist apointment.  Maureen is so....I don't know.  She gets me, and that kind ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ on a fucking cracker!  God damn people!  Yea, you're not in a relationship.  Who gives a shit?  You're most likely going to be alive for many years!  You have TIME to find someone.  Fucking stop your god damn whining and get over it already!  Relationships aren't all they're cracked up to be!  Unless they're with the right person.  And ( Read more... )

Currently I am talking on the phone with Kylie.  We are discussing how Molly is a slut.  And we don't want to deal with that anymore.  I am also confused beyond belief by a guy.  Which totally sucks.  I hate being blinded.  He tells me all these things, and wants me to believe them.  But then he will go and change his mind or whatever.  This has ( Read more... )

Well, last night mostly sucked.  I stayed home practically all day.  Then I went out with Kylie to meet Amanda and Emily for dinner, which was all right, and then we went to the park for a bit since we had so much time to kill.  That was probably the highlight of the night, because we met some really cool people.  After talking to them for about an ( Read more... )